What am I doing?
I've been in the workshop when I don't need to be. The Ship's been finally repaired, and I should be taking time to rest, maybe go to the speakeasy, try to actually talk to people over something that isn't work. Instead I'm here, working on something I know I can't do on my own. I want to get this fixed, but that would mean talking to others about it, bothering others with my problems, and many of them have their own issues to deal with. A good amount of them aren't from Liminal either. Asking them to help me with my problems would be like telling them my issues are more important than theirs, and frankly my problems aren't above anyone else's.
I don't even know what I would do among them. I can barely talk to anyone without stuttering like a fool. I never really grasped the common tongue here in Liminal as well as others did. I never really could do things as well as others here. Maybe that's why I'm always here, working on this impossible project? To stay away from others and not be a bother to them?
I won't improve acting like such a coward. I should try to speak to them more.