i have a confession to make
i already made it once to zer' but it feels like the sort of lesson i should share
these last couple days have been a little rough because while my front legs don't really hurt they aren't anywhere near comfortable because random parts of the shattered shell are embedded in there pretty awkwardly
i thought this was a result of zer' applying his psionic magic-but-not-magic to them inexpertly and i couldn't even bear to talk to him about it
today medya came to me with the remaining pieces of the token i infused with a renewal spell before the confrontation
zer' was the one to teleport me out of harm's way but it was medya who healed me – with my own spell
i designed it to renew ceramic and metal as well as bone and flesh and it did its best to accomodate both patterns but with no idea how to actually sort them out or mesh them properly
i'm the reason my legs came together wrong
i feel pretty bad that i assumed the mistake was his and just stewed over it but i apologized to zer' and he was surprised but accepting
he honestly thought i was quiet because i've been too busy working on my new legs and while that's definitely true it wasn't the whole reason
anyhow it'll be a bit easier to work without this hanging over me
time to add "revise renew spell to not mess me up" to my task list
one more thing
i wasn't sure how long it would take to get the money together to buy the components i needed
it turns out there was a sizable bounty on cazha's head (even though ... there wasn't much left of that after the fight) and the portion that medya and i share will be plenty for this project plus a little bit
in fact there should be enough that once i'm done with my legs
i'll get started on a shell for medya's talons
she's waited long enough