spark reminded me of a point worth talking about
she thought i was harmonizing myself first because medya wanted to wait for me to "scout the path" but that's not quite accurate
if i could help her fully harmonize before myself i wouldn't hesitate
i wish she could be first but i have to be for two reasons
the first is that i will never put her at risk of anything going wrong until i'm confident enough about the process to undergo it myself
the second reason is that casting these spells for myself is prerequisite to casting for others
harmonization is fundamentally based on a being's unique magical rhythms
by definition my casting is already aligned with my rhythms but casting for others adds the complexity of synchronizing the spells with theirs
once i've figured that part out bell can test it with my back legs and then i can help medya with her talons
my journey isn't done until she's fully harmonized