YoCP Episode 6: Sorry Zel

I don't talk on the bus at all. I have too many voices fighting each other in my head. 'What is it about?' she asked. And I don't fucking know. I have wondered about Felix every fucking year. How he was doing - who he was now. He looked ...well, I guess. I just... got jumped and acted out of panic. That's not on him - or Zeldine for that matter. And I just exploded on her - like I always fucking do. God is that who I am? Just some angry little creature.

"...I'm sorry, Zel," I start, still looking down. "I shouldn't have yelled at you."

"Oh, that's okay. I know you didn't mean it," Zeldine aswers casually, smiling like it was nothing. "So, uhh... Are you gonna talk to him?"

"I dunno. What if he brings our... his parents into this? They dumped me like trash. I don't wanna confront that again..." I reply solemnly. "Would you?"