closer [session 40] by Adria | World Anvil

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Sat 3rd Dec 2022 12:47

closer [session 40]

by Adria

[prompt: memory of 1st/last love]
 
like i said before, i've never been in love. and i'm very fine with that, i still feel so young and i'm not sure i'm ready to be just like vaylan in that sense.
 
i have had a couple crushes, usually in passing. my old heat partner did actually suggest courting and i lowkey considered for a bit, but i realized just because they knew how to rail me perfectly didn't mean i was in love with them. just in love with how they fucked me. which tbh, manny is right up there with them. if it wouldn't cost so much, i'd hire manny for a heat, i feel like he could handle it amazingly. *****
 
anyway, point being while i do feel romantic lovey dovey shit, i haven't found someone i feel it for before, in like a parterny way. that sentence got away from me. anyway love is cool, i'm sure i'll find it someday with someone and not just the way they fuck me.