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It's hard to understand my feelings around anything right now. I can't talk to my family and I can't tell my few friends.

I talked to Gan about being unhappy and she actually did the 21st centruy thing and suggested a therapist. I told her I liked the idea of it but I didn't know how to get one or who to trust. She told me that the Palace would take care of it. This morning I was talking to Papa and he told me that we had to make sure whoever the therapist is we have to make sure they sign a nondisclosure agreement. I nodded along with him. Later he showed me on and said to make sure all the information was complete. Then he blankly intoned that NDAs were just as useful and effective with people I know. It lets you have conversations and protects us.

It seems a little extreme.

When we go there, Milton was there and he had gathered a group of lads to play a pick up game of polo.

It was a great game but it was a little weird because everyone stood on protocols. It was always "Your Royal Highness." I guess that's fine but when Alex and Milton started calling me my HRH title I got a little uncomfortable. After the lads all dispersed Alexander, Milton and I went into the clubhouse fur supper and Milton whent back to calling me Bash, like Gan calls me. Alex kept saying sir. It was odd.

After supper I went to the toilet and left the two of them alone at the table. THat might have been a mistake. When I got back Milton had already handled the bill. Absolutely inappropriate, I'm the senior. They'd alls clearly been talking about be because they shut up as soon as Milton saw me coming back.

After their talk and me weeing we left. Milton back to Lambeth and me and Alex back to Eton.

We were in the back of the car when alex finally spoke. He called me Bash too. It was a first. He asked me if I had known all the lads we'd played with were gay. I didn't. He asked me if Milton is gay. I said yes. He asked me if I I was okay that Milton is gay - of course I am. He put his hand on my thigh and suddenly my pants were really binding in my crotch. He told me he is gay too. Then he asked me if I am gay. I couldn't say anything. My heart was racing. Finally I stupidly said "We should probably change the subject." Alex smiled and gave me a peck of a kiss on the cheek.

I haven't been able to stop grinning since Alexander went back to his own room. that was probably the only kiss I'll ever get from a boy.

Sebastian and Milton explore the passages of the Bentley-Keynes estate.

Following multiple comments from the Queen, Sebastian begins seeing Sally Reynolds as a therapist. He is begins a regimen of anti-anxiety and anti-depression medications.

South England Regional Championships

Ten Meter

3rd Place: Sam Hixon

2nd Place: Kenneth Lee

1st Place: HRH Sebastian of Cambridge

Five Meter

3rd Place: HRH Sebastian of Cambridge

2nd Place: Shariff Jaziri

1st Place: Cameron Dansk

Three Meter:

3rd Place: Shariff Jaziri

2nd Place Kenneth Lee

1st Place: HRH Sebastian of Cambridge

Sebastian takes a break from writing his dissertation to hook up with a young man who's been lead to believe HRH's name is Charlie.

Rory runs is first Exposition for the King. After Expo Rory thinks Sebastian is courting Lady Wolcott and leaves the reception early. Anne and Sebastian chase after him and explain.