Miscellaneous
4 October Tuesday I'm a bit hunbover. I'm not mad about it, because I had an incredible time. I started the night - after the first day of the conferece - by going back to my hotel and drinking the bar. After a few hours of my time going down with the alcohol, I returned to my room. I laid in bed for a bit before I decided I needed to go through my dresser drawers. After I counted out my pants, I decided to try on my favourite jockstraps. I modeled them for myself, deciding that I preferred a pair I'd ordered recently from a gay pride collection. When I'd ordered them, I felt a small thrill at the idea of wearing them about as a bit of secret, public pride. The waistband is a rainbow band with the word PRIDE in block letters, the band's going from the pouch under my cheeks to the back are pure red. I immediately needed someone else to see me in them. I'm still not sure what got into my gin soaked mind but I do not regret it. I sent a message to René. I invited him to my hotel for a drink and a second later sent a photo of my ass in the jockstrap, to make sure René had no question of what I was inviting him for. While I waited for René to get there - or here, rather - I had another drink. And allowed my hand and fingers to tug and rub at myself, readying myself for René. When he got here and knocked at the door, I was only in that jockstrap. René pushed me against the wall and claimed lips with his own. His fingers dug into the pouch of the jockstrap and his long fingers wrapped around me. From where he was pressed against me, I could feel his own raging erection. I told René i needed him and dropped to my knees and worked his jeans and pulled his dick free and wrapped my lips around his cock. It felt amazing to feel the weight of René's dick on my tongue. After a few moments, he told me that he wanted a few rounds. I nodded and hummed withouth taking him from my mouth. I wrapped my hand around his scrotum and thrilled at the sound of his moan. A few moments later, his balls drew up tight and his dick seemed to grow even bigger in my mouth. I know René was getting close to orgasm. Even with Alexander I never took his release in my mouth. I could not wait for him to come to completion, but just as I expected him to release, René pulled himself out of my mouth nad finished across my face. I didn't expect to be even more aroused by feeling him finish on me. We waited a few minutes and then René said, "Now 'bastian. I am going to fuck you senseless." I replied. "Yes. Please do." Feeling René press into me was painful at first, he's much bigger than any one else who has been inside of me. It didn't take long for the pain to give to wild, animalistic pleasure. I had René drive into me many times that night. I also had René do another thing I've never done before. I had him fuck me without a barrier, and every time I practically begged him to empty himself into me. I've never imagined how amazing it would feel to have it inside me. Sadly, I cannot indulge myself in this fashion again. Not even with René. Never again with René. I've lost too many friends as it is.