The First Hint
"Coming in here was a mistake. I don't think this is a good idea."
Anabelle rolled her eyes at the front of the group. She'd known that Jeremy was a bit of a whiner, but somehow she hadn't expected it to be
this bad once they got in
The Comprilith. They'd only been in here for a few days, but he'd been dropping hints about how uncomfortable he was since day one. "The air in here makes it hard to breathe" he had said. "I feel like there's something pushing down on me" -- complaints, constantly.
She was surprised the others could put up with it.
It had gotten bad now though, his complaining. Pretty soon she'd have to make an example out of him, in the hopes it shut him up and they could find what they came here for. She cursed herself once again for negotiating with the Legion to get her friends a job with the same research group she headed. Back at the Academy they were essentially equals, or so she thought -- but out here in the real world, their flaws became so much more apparent.
She mentally chastised herself for the harsh thoughts running through her mind again. She was glad they couldn't hear them. They were, overall, good people -- they didn't deserve those thoughts.
It's not even really their fault anyways. All 3 of them had been resistant to the idea of joining this research expedition; they'd only agreed because Anabelle insisted, and they never say no to her. Well, usually not -- Helen would sometimes remain a firm stick in the mud. She almost did this time too, but Anabelle finally managed to persuade her to join on an expedition to the Comprilith.
And really, how could she resist? This expedition was a dream come true. The two of them had been top of the class in pre-history and entheology studies. They knew everything there was to know about the gods and what came before. Therefor, a chance at uncovering new information on the topic they both held so dear to their heart was impossible to turn down.
~
Anabelle had been sending team after team into the Comprilith, chasing a lead that she'd heard in passing one night -- the existence of the so-called "Cerulean Room". An unaffiliated explorer had stumbled onto it once; saying that it was full to the brim with texts and scrolls that have never before been seen in the outside world. Strange and cryptic knowledge, and most excitingly, information on
before.
But this explorer was weak. They had said something about how they weren't able to remain in the room for very long; they simply didn't have the mental fortitude.
And so Anabelle searched for it. Hundreds of Legion explorers under her command entered the Comprilith. Yet time and time again, they came back empty handed -- and occasionally, didn't come back at all. It bothered her a bit to have lost so many, especially as she had nothing to show for it; but she always told herself that she's willing to pay the price for success.
But of course, as she had expected, it eventually paid off; a team returned with solid intel on the Cerulean Room.
They were able to describe exactly how to find it, how long it took them to get to it and get back, and the effects of the room. Of course, the layout of the Comprilith is always changing, and time flows differently inside; so the directions were contextual, rather than direct. Enter a green door after you pass by it three times, and once inside, never turn clockwise, until you've walked for days and exited from that same green door into an entirely new area. That sort of thing.
~
Now she and her closest companions, Helen, Viola, Jeremy, plus a few extra Legion members to be sure, had found the Cerulean room. They stood in front of it; an ornate wooden door painted a lovely shade of dark sky blue, with a weathered bronze handle.
Anabelle reached out, and opened the door.
The discomfort was immediately apparent upon entering the room. It grew worse with every step inside, too. Intense pressure was building behind her eyes, like it was threatening to push them out from the inside; but she was used to headaches, had them all the time during the Academy days, and this was only slightly worse than what she'd experienced before. She could handle this.
What she didn't expect, though, was hearing a new running monologue echoing endlessly in her brain.
"This hurts I want to leave this hurts I want to leave--" over and over and over. It was her own voice in her head, of that she was sure -- but these weak thoughts were alien to her. Even if they were disquieting and uncomfortable to hear, she could handle it. That wasn't her talking in her mind, and she could ignore it.
A quick look at her companions, and she figured they could handle it too. Sure, they looked like they were in pain -- just as Anabelle was sure she did too. But each one of them grit their teeth and followed her deeper into the room, and she took that as a sign of their conviction.
"Alright," she said, grimacing. "This is more than unpleasant. You know what we came here for -- anything on the creation of the gods. Anything on what came before." She swayed slightly, before turning to the nearest shelf. "Let's get to it."
~
It felt like days but was surely no more than an hour in the hellish room. So many of the books were deteriorated beyond repair, impossible to read, more than worthless. Many of them were on mundane topics -- still interesting, learning about small groups of humanity that lived before the gods existed, but containing no actual useful information. Those ones they piled in a corner to come back for "later".
The search had become increasingly difficult however; the pain behind her eyes gradually worsened over time, and the monologue in her brain became more and more frantic. It was clearly getting to the others, too. About half an hour ago Jeremy had burst into tears, soon growing into great heaving sobs.
"For the love of gods, Jeremy, we all know this sucks. For once in your life can you just keep your whining to yourself?"
The anger in her voice had surprised her at the time. She knew she was right, of course, but normally Anabelle doesn't let that sort of thing escape her lips without at least a few mental iterations and edits before hand, to ensure she remains civil.
I'll have to apologize to him later. She thought to herself.
His great sobs had been quickly halted, though her friend still quietly wept while looking through book after book. His pace had been slowed as well, as he kept pausing to wipe his blurry eyes and sniffle quietly. This too, frustrated Anabelle. But she was too focused on the task at hand, and too bothered by the pain in her head, to properly chastise herself. Besides, it was nearly impossible to get a word in on the monologue in her own mind;
ithurtsithurts being rapidly and endlessly repeated did not leave much space for rational thought.
~
Another thirty minutes, and few more members of her team began quietly weeping. None of them said anything, though. They'd all heard her snap at Jeremy; none of them wanted to have Anabelle's voice lash out at them right now. Helen glared daggers at Anabelle every few minutes though; she could tell her friend was pissed. There'd be some explaining to do later.
Not now, though.
Anabelle's heart thudded in her chest. It had been beating hard ever since entering the room, as anxiety spiked and adrenaline coursed through her body -- but now it had taken on a whole new tempo, for she had just discovered something worthwhile,
finally.
In her hands was large black leather-bound journal; the cover was in tatters, but in reasonably okay condition. The reason it had caught her eye when she first picked it up, though, was due to the faded initials on the front cover of the book -- 'A.E.'.
Surely just a coincidence, she thought to herself. It's not like the initials A.E. were all that rare, especially not in a place like the Comprilith, which contained books from both past and future eras. But something drew her to it, and Anabelle wasn't a big believer in chance or luck. Below the initials, a single word was found: 'Gifts'.
Jeremy let out a low moan, clutching at his head, interrupting Anabelle's train of thought. She let out a loud sight that
radiated annoyance. There was no need to verbally chastise her friend again, as surely the message would get across this way.
Flustered, she turned back to the book in her hands. Once again, she probably overreacted.
He'll understand when he see's what I've found, though. Anabelle opened the book -- it wasn't very big, maybe 50-60 pages at most. The first page was covered in indecipherable handwritten notes, along with small drawings in the margins of strange objects. The handwriting looked vaguely familiar, but it was in a language or alphabet that she'd never seen before...
A loud bang shocked the room, and filled everyone's ears with a terrible ringing. Each of them ducked down, Legion training coming to the forefront in times of danger; after a minute of near silence and no more activity, though, Anabelle stood back up.
"What in the name of He'an was that?" She asked. She meant it to be quizzical, but it came out sounding accusatory. All of the rest of the team stood up, hands raised in defense, as if to say
don't look at me, I didn't do anything.
All but one stood up, that is. A dark red spray coated the books where Jeremy had been standing. Anabelle felt her gorge rise as she saw bits of hair clinging to the shelves; disappointment and horror filled her mind in equal amounts. One by one, the rest of the team looked over to where Jeremy once stood. To the fresh stain upon the wall.
To his body crumpled to the floor, pistol still in hand.
Viola wretched, and Helen threw an accusatory look at Anabelle.
"I--" Anabelle's voice caught, and for a rare moment, she struggled to speak. "We need to leave, now. Everyone out."
She tightened her grip on the tattered journal, and lead the way out of the room.
The thin line between genius and insanity, but hot damn did you sell it. What a dossier, what a story, what a character!
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