The First Hint
"Coming in here was a mistake. I don't think this is a good idea."
Anabelle rolled her eyes at the front of the group. She'd known that Jeremy was a bit of a whiner, but somehow she hadn't expected it to be
this bad once they got in
The Comprilith. They'd only been in here for a few days, but he'd been
endlessly dropping hints about how uncomfortable he was since day one. "The air in here makes it hard to breathe" he had said. "I feel like there's something pushing down on me" -- complaints, constantly.
She was surprised the others could put up with it.
It had gotten bad now though, his complaining. Pretty soon she'd have to make an example out of him, in the hopes it shut him up for a bit and they could find what they came here for. She cursed herself once again for negotiating with the Legion to get her friends a job with the same research group she headed. Back at the Academy they were essentially equals, or so she
thought -- but out here in the real world, their flaws became so much more apparent.
She mentally chastised herself for the harsh thoughts running through her mind. It had become a constant thing, here in the strange and cursed tower; it was probably the exhaustion, stress, and unfamiliar environment that let her thoughts stray towards the unfair, almost becoming mean. She was glad her friends couldn't hear them. They were, overall, good people -- they didn't deserve the criticism that emerged from her mind.
It's not like it was even really their fault anyways. All 3 of them had been resistant to the idea of joining this research expedition; they'd only agreed because Anabelle insisted, and they
never say no to her. Well, usually not -- Helen would sometimes remain a firm stick in the mud. She almost did this time too, but Anabelle finally managed to persuade her to join on an expedition to the Comprilith. If it was something Anabelle truly wanted, there was no one that could say no to her.
And really, how could Helen resist? This expedition was a dream come true. The two of them had been top of the class in pre-history and entheology studies. They knew everything there was to know about the gods and what came before. A chance at uncovering new information on the topic they both held so dear to their heart was impossible to turn down.
~
Anabelle had been sending team after team into the Comprilith, chasing a lead that she'd heard in passing one night -- the existence of the so-called "Cerulean Room". An unaffiliated explorer had stumbled onto it once; saying that it was full to the brim with texts and scrolls that have never before been seen in the outside world. Strange and cryptic knowledge, and most excitingly, information on
before.
But this explorer was weak. They had said something about how they weren't able to remain in the room for very long; they simply didn't have the mental fortitude. Anabelle took that to mean they were an idiot at best, incompetent at worst.
And so Anabelle searched for it. Hundreds of Legion explorers under her command entered the Comprilith. Time and time again, they came back empty handed -- or occasionally didn't come back at all. It bothered her a bit to have lost so many. To have sent so many lives into an uncaring structure.
Especially as she had nothing to show for it; but she always told herself that she's willing to pay the price for success. If that price was extended onto those she commanded as well, so be it.
But of course, just as she had known, it eventually paid off; a team returned with solid intel on the Cerulean Room.
They were able to describe exactly how to find it, how long it took them to get to it and get back, and the effects of the room. Of course, the layout of the Comprilith is always changing, and time flows differently inside; so the directions were contextual, rather than direct. Enter a green door after you pass by it three times, and once inside, never turn clockwise, until you've walked for days and exited from that same green door into an entirely new area. That sort of thing. The inconsistency of it drove her mad.
~
Now she and her closest companions, Helen, Viola, Jeremy, plus a few extra Legion members to be sure, had found the Cerulean room. They stood in front of it; an ornate wooden door painted a lovely shade of dark sky blue, with a weathered bronze handle.
Anabelle reached out, and opened the door.
The discomfort was immediately apparent upon entering the room. It grew worse with every step inside, too. Intense pressure was building behind her eyes, like it was threatening to push them out from the inside. She was used to headaches though -- had them all the time during the Academy days, and this was only slightly worse than what she'd experienced before. She could handle this.
What she didn't expect, though, was hearing a new running monologue echoing endlessly in her brain.
"This hurts I want to leave this hurts I want to leave--" over and over and over. It was her own voice in her head, of that she was sure -- but these weak thoughts were alien to her, and came slightly higher pitched, as if it was her childhood voice crying out in discomfort to her. Begging her to leave.
But it was just in her head. Just an imagined pain. Even if the thoughts were disquieting and uncomfortable to hear, she could handle it. That wasn't
her talking in her mind, and she could easily ignore it.
A quick look at her companions, and she figured they could handle it too. Sure, they looked like they were in pain -- just as Anabelle was sure she did too. But each one of them grit their teeth and followed her deeper into the room, and she took that as a sign of their conviction.
"Alright," she said, grimacing. "This is more than unpleasant. You know what we came here for -- anything on the creation of the gods. Anything on what came before." She swayed slightly, before turning to the nearest shelf. "Let's get to it."
~
It felt like days, but was surely no more than an hour in the hellish room. So many of the books were deteriorated beyond repair, impossible to read, and less than worthless. Many of them were on mundane topics -- still interesting, learning about small groups of humanity that lived before the gods existed, but containing no information actually useful to Anabelle's ambitions. Those ones they piled in a corner to come back for "later".
The search had become increasingly difficult however; the pain behind her eyes gradually worsened over time, and the monologue in her brain became more and more frantic. Long periods of time went by where the childlike voice in her mind would only frantically sob. It was clearly getting to the others, too. About half an hour ago Jeremy had burst into tears, soon growing into great heaving sobs.
"For the love of gods, Jeremy. We all know this sucks. We're all experiencing the same thing. We're just not weak. For once in your life can you just keep your whining to yourself?"
The anger in her voice had surprised her at the time. It had lashed out like a red hot whip, striking deeper than she had intended. She knew she was right, of course, but normally Anabelle doesn't let that sort of thing escape her lips without at least a few mental iterations and edits before hand, to ensure she remains civil.
I'll have to apologize to him later. She thought to herself.
His great sobs had been quickly halted, though her friend still quietly wept while looking through book after book. His pace had been slowed as well, as he kept pausing to wipe his blurry eyes and sniffle quietly. This too, frustrated Anabelle. But she was too focused on the task at hand, and too bothered by the pain in her head, to properly chastise herself. Besides, it was nearly impossible to get a word in on the monologue in her own mind;
ithurtsithurts being rapidly and endlessly repeated in increasingly shrill tones did not leave much space for rational thought.
~
Another thirty minutes, and few more members of her team began quietly weeping. None of them said anything, though. They'd all heard her snap at Jeremy; none of them wanted to have Anabelle's voice lash out at them right now. Helen glared daggers at Anabelle every few minutes though; she could tell her friend was pissed. She couldn't help but wonder what sort of thoughts were running through her best friend's mind. What sort of vitriol might be directed at Anabelle. There'd be some explaining to do later.
Not now, though.
Anabelle's heart thudded in her chest. It had been beating hard ever since entering the room, as anxiety spiked and adrenaline coursed through her body -- but now it had taken on a familiar tempo of excitement, of hunger for power, for she had finally just discovered something worthwhile.
In her hands was large purple leather-bound journal; the cover was in tatters, but in reasonably okay condition. The reason it had caught her eye when she first picked it up, though, was due to the faded initials on the front cover of the book -- 'A.E.'.
Surely just a coincidence, she thought to herself. It's not like the initials A.E. were all that rare, especially not in a place like the Comprilith, which contained books from both past and future eras. But something drew her to it, and Anabelle wasn't a big believer in chance or luck. Below the initials, a single word was found: 'Gifts'.
Jeremy let out a low moan, clutching at his head, interrupting Anabelle's train of thought. She let out a loud sight that
radiated annoyance. Everyone around her heard it, she was sure of it. There was no need to verbally chastise her friend again, as surely the message would get across this way.
Flustered, she turned back to the book in her hands. Once again, she probably overreacted.
He'll understand when he see's what I've found, though. Anabelle opened the book -- it wasn't very big, maybe 50-60 pages at most. The first page was covered in indecipherable handwritten notes, along with small drawings in the margins of strange objects.
The handwriting looked vaguely familiar, but it was in a language or alphabet that she'd never seen before... In some cases, entire pages were full of utterly incomprehensible artwork depicting... something. Anabelle had no idea what in the name of the gods she was looking at. And that thought excited her more than anything else had in years.
But she didn't have long to ponder this exciting feeling.
A loud bang shocked the room, and filled everyone's ears with a terrible ringing. Each of them ducked down, Legion training coming to the forefront in times of danger; after a minute of near silence and no more activity, though, Anabelle stood back up.
"Which idiot just fired their side arm? What in the name of He'an is going on?" She asked. She meant it to be quizzical, but it came out sounding accusatory. All of the rest of the team stood up, hands raised in defense, as if to say
don't look at me, I didn't do anything.
All but one stood up, that is. A dark red spray coated the books where Jeremy had been standing. Anabelle felt her gorge rise as she saw bits of hair clinging to the shelves; disappointment and horror filled her mind in equal amounts. One by one, the rest of the team looked over to where Jeremy once stood. To the fresh stain upon the wall. To the bloody silhouette of someone they all once called friend.
To his body crumpled to the floor, pistol still in hand.
Viola wretched, and Helen's accusatory glare grew red hot as it bored into Anabelle.
"I--" Anabelle's voice caught, and for a rare moment, she struggled to speak.
"We need to leave, now. Everyone out."
She tightened her grip on the tattered journal, and lead the way out of the room.
She did not look back.
The thin line between genius and insanity, but hot damn did you sell it. What a dossier, what a story, what a character!
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