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Kira Welkirak Usil al Dausa

Aasimar
4-Level Bard 1-Level Necromancer

Played by
YuneTheNoob
3277 n.U.

Today I left again

by Kira Welkirak Usil al Dausa

... I learned a lot from Dharvious.
But it pains me, that people still look at me with scared eyes.
Dharvious still claims I should stop hiding who I am! Should show what I am, who I am!
I should let my appearance work for me. "Once they sent us away, because they feared us! Now they pay us a fortune, to get scared!"
But I don't want to be feared. I want to be loved... I want to love.
 
Dharvious thinks, if they fear us, they leave us alone.
He doesn't understand... that I don't want to be alone anymore...
He didn't like that. "You have me! You are not alone!"
But why do I feel lonelier than ever? I am an outcast. A paid one, yes... but an outcast nontheless.
I want to fit in. I want to be accepted... not just tolerated. I don't want to feel alienated anymore. I don't want to be afraid anymore, when I see the looks in other peoples eyes.
I don't want to wait every single waking moment, for them to turn on them. For their fear to overwhelm them, to turn against me.
Dharvious thinks I am naive.... stupid.
 
Maybe I am... but maybe there is a place, where I can be myself. Just me. Kira. Not Wilkirak the demonspawn. Not The fey's violin. Just me.
I've heard stories about Veja. Where everyone is accepted. Where everyone is free. This is where I will be headed.
Dharvious is not coming with me. He want's to go into the triumvirat. The only place where demons like us, can truely be free... No... not there...
 
If I leave now, he said, he would no longer think of me as his own. I would just be one of the many people who left him. Who disappointed him. I can see the hurt in his eyes...
I don't want to leave him... but I have to.
 
I left in the middle of the night. All I left was the violin broche he gifted me a few weeks agon... and I stole his earing. Maybe I shouldn't have done that... But i need to have something that reminded me of him. He was my only friend. I love him...
 
And I will miss him...

Kira's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. Today I was born
    4. Rufsitêa 3255 n.U
  2. Today I got a new father
    14. Abeqîm 3268 n.U.
  3. Today I got a new brother!
    26. Sihibtêp 3269 n.U.
  4. Today I left alone
    9. Nirav 3271 n.U.
  5. I discovered something...
    3272 n.U.
  6. Today I was born
    4. Rufsitêa 3255 n.U
  7. Today I met someone
    3273 nU.
  8. Today I left again
    3277 n.U.

The major events and journals in Kira's history, from the beginning to today.

Erstes Date

HJeute hab ich mit Riya getanzt ...

03:31 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I left home

Today I left.... and I do not plan to return....

04:28 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I was born

GAGA GUGU...

04:32 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I lost my father

... Es tut mir leid Papâ... ... Ich hätte Fêkaên töten sollen... so wie Mutter es wollte... Bitte vergib mir......

04:34 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I lost my father

... Es tut mir leid Papâ... ... Ich hätte Fêkaên töten sollen... so wie Mutter es wollte... Bitte vergib mir......

04:34 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I got a new brother!

Dhabnu is the cutest! He is so small! And his hand so tiny! He looks like Paqanu. I can't wait see him grow up!...

04:38 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I left alone

It's for the best... I am sorry Makhusu. I am sorry I am going without you. But you should not give up the life you are about to gain. Not for me... I love you......

04:43 pm - 25.11.2021

I discovered something...

... I appear to have some sort of magic? Today I saw a hunter. He almost shot me, when I hid in the bushes. But he stopped and saw I was a human. He didn't look at me weirdly. Not like the people back home. He even said I had pretty brown eyes that re...

04:51 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I met someone

I sat on my campfire as a horned devil approached me! At first I was scared shitless. But Dharvious is actually pretty nice! He's a traveling bard, looking for a better place to.... just be hinself. I can relate to him a lot... but he looks very sca...

05:14 pm - 25.11.2021

Today I left again

... I learned a lot from Dharvious. But it pains me, that people still look at me with scared eyes. Dharvious still claims I should stop hiding who I am! Should show what I am, who I am! I should let my appearance work for me. "Once they sent us away,...

05:29 pm - 25.11.2021

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Played by
YuneTheNoob