Summer Camp '23 Reading Challenge
Reflections in the Afterglow
& The Future is Bright
I set out with the goal of finishing 16 prompts during the course of Summer Camp, though was wholly set on that I might not be able to reach much farther than qualifying for the copper badge.
I had already made some New Years resolutions to take it easy and not overstrain myself. Which sometimes is easier said than done when you're having so much fun.
But I got there... and beyond!
When the gold wave got released, I forced myself to cut down on the amount of writing per article and simply settle with the fact that I can expand them later. I think the true challenge was to quiet that incredibly dumb part of my brain that just doesn't want to leave things half-finished. Once I pushed past that and could restrain myself to ~300-500 words per article, it suddenly became so much easier to catch up on the prompts. To no ones surprise. It even went well enough that I surpassed my pledge goal and got gold! I considered running all the way for diamond, but, seeing how bad these last two weeks have been for me health-wise I recited the verses of wisdom spoken by Camp Chill and put down my quill. I don't regret doing so the least and am now very happy with how far I got.Summer Camp Reflections
For some context, I haven't been part of summercamp since 2018 & 2019, and in hindsight I think participating in these two events ended up being more stressful than helpful for me. But I was insistent on taking part in them anyway for various reasons.
I couldn't really find much inspiration for the prompts, I wasn't all too happy with what I did get out there, and I also struggled a lot more with taking part in the community side. While I reached the copper and silver goals those years, I didn't really feel like I accomplished much or that my writing had done much difference for my worlds. I know today that my depression was the major reason for feeling this way.
How about the event itself?
by Charlie N.
Looking Forward
I spoke a lot about what I was looking forward to doing in a journal entry a while ago, and I've also written a little cleaner version of that list here in the sidebar, although it's unlikely I'll finish any of those projects before New Year. Actual worldbuilding might end up on the suffering side until WorldEmber comes around, but I feel I really need a break after Summer Camp and I also need to satisfy some of my noisy brain goblins. Autumn will likely be spent mainly on organizing and setting up a more firm scope for Rosepetal. As well, IRL is still very demanding of me, and likely will continue to be for a good while forward. End of 2022 and all of 2023 has been very tumoultous in many ways - primarily good ways - and so much has happened that I still haven't entirely been able to process all of it and catch up with myself. And there's still a lot of my energy being spent on going through medical diagnosises and treatments.Rosepetals swirl in the warm autumn breeze...
I wrote a pretty chonky journal update not too long ago that served as a ventilating of personal thoughts and feelings, celebration of reaching 50 followers on Rosepetal, follow-up on SC progress and thoughts about the future - all in one. If you don't want to dig into it, here's specifically the list of post-Summer Camp goals and plans that I shared. In a little more succint and better formulated format.I'll also tighten up the color scheme a bit, move over Bootstrap 5, and finally wrap my head around media queries to make it more mobile friendly.
I'd like to get it posted here on a timeline and finish the rest of it so I can get a more complete scope of time in order to create a unique set of in-universe chronologies. I'd at least like to get the dating systems used by The Ascendancy and The United Worlds finalized.
Something I might do though is to dig out, polish and post some old short stories or RP write-ups.
If my economy gets better I'm also planning on asking my sister if they're open for commissions: Charlie N.'s the amazing bean that made my bluetyger avatar and the two images featured in this article!
Thank you again for checking out my article! Writing believable interesting concepts is far more important to me than writing well, so I am happy that's one of your main takes! Your positive energy all around has not gone unnoticed and it is mighty appreciated. I wish you good health, better times, and all the happiness in the world!
World Ember came and went. Check out Freelands!
Thank you so much, it means a lot. <3
♥ I'm so glad you found Seabirth to be that hug of welcome and acceptance I wrote it to be. I wrote it out of love for my partner and close friends who are trans, with a few of them offering their own input when I asked them how they felt about the idea, so it's born of love and shared with love. Congratulations on seeing your ideal finish line in sight!! It's such a hugely momentous occasion to have those goals change from impossible to possible to achievable to just being around the corner. You'll have to come celebrate with us all in the Discord throughout the process, you know! Also - CONGRATS ON GOLD! Teeeeeechnically it's a lesser achievement than, y'know, finally feeling like you, but it's still a pretty damn good achievement, ay? You put SO much effort in, well done! I wouldn't worry overly much about not being able to comment/interact with articles during the camp itself, or even after. Get to things in your own time. Do you feel any differently when you get a comment on your work when it's a day after posting VS a few months? If anything, the authors will be thrilled that you've thought to go back and read through everything. This is such a lovely reflection to read, overall! I hope the rest of the year isn't too hard on you and that you can manage to get a bit of a break between here and WE to reorganise like you want to!
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A wonderfully put-together article, and I hugely relate to not having the energy to comment a lot of the time, but I have one small gripe: I follow you because I want to read what you have to say, including your SC recaps and personal opinions. Why would I want to skip past all that?? ;) I clicked the button anyways because I have poor impulse control, and then I *scrolled back up* to read everything. So bring on your wordy thoughts and share your rousing victories, we're here for it!!
Uh oh, so sorry for triggering that impulse! I promise it's all very tongue-in-cheek, as I know myself well enough to say that long rambles of personal thoughts and reflections in these kinds of entries are here to stay. ;) ... The button is mostly because wanted to be a bit courteous to those that maybe don't follow me normally, but come to visit just because it's a challenge entry and are primarily looking for some reading recommendations.
Congratulations on the gold! <3 I think you did such a great job. :)
Thank you so much. <3