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Faestina Gladdenstone


A hermit druid raised in The High Forest by an isolationist Halfling named Davdon.


Campaign & Party

The Wee Wingera

Faestina Krist
Run by ArtHouseLife
Tue 3rd Nov 2020 11:41

Distant Company

by Faestina Gladdenstone

Oh how Waning Gibbous shyly pulls away
Coy as she yawns in a blanket of stars
Soothed by balmy night air
Her freckles moon dust, her eye reflecting morning’s light
Bated breath
 
 
These past days have felt like a precious, fragile pocket of time in and unto themselves. Worries of violence and being on the run assuaged by midnight skinny dipping and midday gardening. Is there anything more beautiful than the laughter of loved ones sounding in harmony with the soft chirping of crickets.
 
Elusive and hiding just out of reach but audible.
 
Just like true joy, bubbling under the surface but guarded by socially dictated norms and our own preconceptions of what is or is not acceptable.
 
So much has happened since I set out from home that now I’m back and have been back I think I have changed.
 
Is change a frightening thing for an Elf?
 
Am I supposed to represent that long-lived immutable creature folklore culturally tells me to be.
 
Dad said he’d met my birth parents, that he knew of them. I wonder why he never shared that with me… Only now I hear of their names.
 
Did they call me Faestina, or did he? Is Gladdenstone his name, or mine?
 
What would they think of the person I’ve become? Should I let that influence my actions or am I to continue as I have been? What am I even like to someone who barely knows me, how does someone see me when they come across me and how have I changed since leaving home.
 
Am I growing or festering.
 
Perhaps it’s immature to care how others perceive me. Had I the wisdom or foresight I would turn aside, laugh at the notion of someone judging me and… say what? What is an Elven Druid supposed to say?
 
“You cannot judge me for you cannot understand me”?
 
I’m more or less convinced anyone can understand me, I’m hardly a complex puzzle.
 
Ah, but I digress, and this summary is one of beautiful things, not my own self-embroiled reflections.
 
It has been wonderful to spend so many quiet, peaceful moments with my loved ones, to show them my home and its bounties.
 
That being said, as contented as they have seemed here, there has been an undercurrent of urgency. There are times when both Allie and Bree have disappeared to run errands and whilst conversation has been pleasant and amenable enough we have not had much discussion as to the events that lead us to now.
 
I hope they are both alright and that this setting does not put either of them at ill-ease. I care about them both deeply, yet I feel that the more I pry, the further away I push them. My mannerisms must come across as invasive or insensitive, I suppose if they wish to share how they feel with me then they will do so.
 
Adding to these concerns, I haven’t seen Skodrun for at least one full day, if not more. I was so keen to speak with him, to show him some of the more wild corners of this part of the forest. I do hope he returns to us soon… For I know that heading in the wrong direction here would result in less favourable encounters.
 
By contrast, I must confess, that my rather puerile machinations to spend time with at least one of my dear ones has yielded a great number of pleasant evenings and late afternoons whiled away kneading bread or basting meat. It’s funny… how focusing on a physical action (such as cutting root vegetables) results in just the right level of distraction for my tongue to loosen.
 
I must have bored him senseless, prattling on about such mundane events. The time a black bear came through the farm in my youth, how I pestered Dad to teach me to loose arrows from a bow and how I pinched a shortbow in the cellar to practise in secret (or what I presumed was secret) or the first time I wildshaped into a little dormouse.
 
He is far too kind to me, listening to the endless verbal string of nonsense. It must seem so infantile for someone with his life experience...
 
Well, that’s neither here nor there, he has a beloved beauty elsewhere. Probably waiting for him as we speak, as I write this.
 
Hm… How wicked of me to think - no, it’s wholly inappropriate. A good person would not have invited him in or been as selfish. What must Dad think of me… What would this partner of his think of me.
 
I must learn to detach myself from such feelings. I ought to be focusing on the matter at hand, on the news of the seeds and their affiliation to Vor Yabley.
 
One way or another, we are all connected to what’s happening, if these are seeds then we are part of their root structure.
 
When we are all together again, perhaps on one quiet evening after dinner, we can talk about what we ought to do next.

Faestina's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. Arrival at Mulmaster
    28 Apr 2020 03:41:24
  2. Murder at the Theatre
    03 May 2020 08:11:56
  3. What Investigations Yield
    08 May 2020 11:11:17
  4. Tarot and Treachery
    14 May 2020 08:54:16
  5. Bird’s Eye View
    30 May 2020 10:07:33
  6. Bloodstains on Cobblestones
    30 May 2020 11:19:27
  7. The Battle of Little Wing
    04 Jun 2020 07:16:49
  8. Our Flight From Mulmaster
    14 Jun 2020 06:49:54
  9. Define: Sabotage
    21 Jun 2020 05:43:58
  10. Whispers of the Moon
    23 Jun 2020 08:53:03
  11. Red Sky at Morning
    28 Jun 2020 03:04:54
  12. Breaking Point
    04 Jul 2020 06:04:15
  13. The Unreal Made Corporeal
    06 Jul 2020 10:25:50
  14. Unable to Lie
    11 Jul 2020 09:34:48
  15. Underwater Realisations
    18 Jul 2020 10:10:57
  16. The Lost Moon Temple
    20 Jul 2020 11:18:50
  17. Ghost Mother (Pt 1)
    24 Jul 2020 09:56:50
  18. Summer Frost
    29 Jul 2020 08:01:11
  19. Chaos
    01 Aug 2020 10:01:39
  20. A Missing Friend
    03 Aug 2020 10:06:42
  21. Small Town Life
    12 Aug 2020 05:10:06
  22. Culmination
    15 Aug 2020 04:31:48
  23. Knife’s Edge
    18 Aug 2020 10:05:32
  24. Just One More Drink
    22 Aug 2020 09:33:41
  25. 50 Questions
    27 Aug 2020 06:50:12
  26. Return to the Sunken Forest
    02 Sep 2020 05:49:35
  27. Revelations
    07 Sep 2020 02:03:09
  28. Distant Company
    03 Nov 2020 11:41:30

The major events and journals in Faestina's history, from the beginning to today.

Arrival at Mulmaster

Winding cobbled streets and buildings as tall as ancient willows, is this a human pinnacle or just the precipice of their architectural prowess. There are so many sounds and scents here. Baking bread and open markets littered with stray cats tiptoeing be...

03:04 pm - 28.04.2020

Murder at the Theatre

These notes are made in haste. A means of organising the chaos in my head - the series of events I’ve witnessed hold more weight than entire years of my life. Two days have passed since our encounter with the party’s attacker and whilst I quietl...

08:11 pm - 03.05.2020

What Investigations Yield

I write this, perched on the nose of a manmade contraption of flight! Dubbed the Whirly Twirly by its conceptualiser: one Kaled bin Zafir (through the undoubted influence of Krist). So much has happened, I will start at where the evening began to take ...

11:11 pm - 08.05.2020

Tarot and Treachery

I continue to document my time in Mulmaster to relay to Davdon upon my return and there is one thing I am certain of: I have become much more adept at writing on the move! We landed in Troglav Square rather unceremoniously and before we could even than...

06:37 pm - 13.05.2020

Bird’s Eye View

With turbans, false moustaches, trimmed beards, blackened and reddened hair we muddled back to The Cloak and Shadows Inn. An unsettling aura about the place (and the likelihood of having to pretend to be someone I am not) meant Allie and I kept watch o...

10:06 am - 30.05.2020

Bloodstains on Cobblestones

I did not leave the forest in search of death. The darkness that creeps into my meditations felt like a warning, yet leaving the sanctuary of my Lady Mielikki has done nothing but bring about pain. When I close my eyes I see bodies stacking. An unev...

11:19 am - 30.05.2020

The Battle of Little Wing

My heart was heavy from the morning’s rush and guilt weighed on me for my unkind words to Skodrun… I shared these feelings with Krist and, much to my delight and surprise, he openly agreed that I had been unjust in my assertions. At first, his cand...

07:16 pm - 04.06.2020

Our Flight From Mulmaster

The perfume of wood smoke lingers on my armour and when I close my eyes I recall the last twenty-four hours in a hasty blur. I remember rummaging through the cult’s belonging in a desperate search to clear our names, to no avail. And realising that I...

06:49 pm - 14.06.2020

Define: Sabotage

As fate would have it, the fête was in fact a music festival. I was unaware of such festivities, it was Krist with his worldly understanding that identified the gathering as such. Why, with a fleeting glance at the scattered leaflets he rattled off names...

05:43 pm - 21.06.2020

Whispers of the Moon

Where to begin; how to begin? As the sun began to relax into the horizon all of us set out to Alphonso Riverthief; a (so-called) druid in the nearby forest, from whom we had intended to buy mushrooms from. He was overcome with the bounties of nature an...

08:53 pm - 23.06.2020

Red Sky at Morning

Crimson is a calm Colour It comes after Violence the Eye of an angry Storm I can feel my heart breaking. And it tears not with the clang of a clacson or the roar of thunder, but with the tiny snaps one can hear when tearing weeds from the earth....

03:04 pm - 28.06.2020

Breaking Point

This is what it must feel like to be a fish, caught on the end of a fisherman’s hook. The illusion of freedom, swimming in the direction you believe to be your choice, when suddenly that hook caught in your cheek pulls you sharply another way. What is t...

06:04 pm - 04.07.2020

The Unreal Made Corporeal

Sitting here, bathed in the warm glow of our campfire, it’s hard to put down into words everything that happened this afternoon. Allie managed to distract Brody’s attention just long enough for Krist to take the Dream Seed, but, as we later came to...

10:25 pm - 06.07.2020

Unable to Lie

I suppose now is as good a time to write of our exploits as any, sitting here in this stolen carriage, lulled by the rhythm of the horses hooves. I wait for the day when I can claim that all events prior to my writing have been calm and serene. But tod...

09:34 pm - 11.07.2020

Underwater Realisations

I’ve sat myself down besides Allie, tucking her in with my blanket once again as she refrains from entering the tent to sleep beside young Cala. With hours to myself either end of the evening I decided to write, as I have most nights, in the hope that d...

10:10 am - 18.07.2020

The Lost Moon Temple

A moment of respite outside of the Moon Water Temple, just enough for me to scribble down what brought us here. I think of everything that happened up until this point: consoling Cala, offering to see her in the future and the warm embrace I shared wit...

11:18 am - 20.07.2020

Ghost Mother (Pt 1)

I suppose I ought to get up. I can hear hushed voices talking and the clatter of Skodrun’s cooking. But this little tent feels like a universe unto itself, a glade in this dark swampland. A cosmos of filtered light, earthy smells and visionless tranc...

09:54 am - 24.07.2020

Summer Frost

How today escalated! Things started off quietly in the belly of the broken pirate ship. Allie and Skodrun popped outside to observe the storm (but not until I embarrassed myself trying to make something up to get Skodrun out of trouble, thank goodness ...

08:01 am - 29.07.2020

Chaos

It’s lovely here. I would never have thought to make my home in a tree but there’s something very pleasant about it. Is it a shade of symbiosis perhaps? I live here in your arms and in exchange I keep away what might hurt you. Is that harmony or a ...

10:01 am - 01.08.2020

A Missing Friend

I’ve become accustomed to walking and writing at the same time (although I think my handwriting suffers a bit for it). Us five--four are currently making our way to the city of Ylraphon, working through shock after shock. In the dead of night dear...

10:05 pm - 03.08.2020

Small Town Life

What an afternoon! It was delightful to explore the tight-knit alleyways and marketplace of Ylraphon with Allie. She was terribly patient with me, I can only suppose she’s been to places of this sort numerous times before. There was so much I wanted ...

05:10 pm - 12.08.2020

Culmination

When I was a child, more so than I am now, I read tales of youths and their disconnection to their adoptive parents. That the lack of shared blood prevented a true connection… Perhaps I’m simply too naive to notice something like that, as now, at this...

04:31 pm - 15.08.2020

Knife’s Edge

Beat・en・and・Bruised Life・hang・ing・by・just・one・thread Where・to・go・from・here? Perhaps I’m selfish to be grateful that they’re alive but so many close calls. So much hurt and suffering. I’ve no time to write about wh...

10:05 pm - 18.08.2020

Just One More Drink

I poured myself an especially large cup of whiskey so I suppose I’ll sup on this, write this entry, and get myself into a trance. It’s felt like donkeys years since I enjoyed a good drink. I’m fairly keen on my alcoholic beverages but nothing’s...

09:33 pm - 22.08.2020

50 Questions

1. Are you a morning person or more of a night owl? I find both appealing in their own ways but I’m more of a fan of the evening. 2. What’s the first thing you notice about a person when you meet them? Perhaps their voice or their mannerisms, I ...

06:50 pm - 27.08.2020

Return to the Sunken Forest

Skodrun returned to us! Safe and sound - well, for the most part! There was a little bit of a kerfuffle with the gentlemen Uno and Duos which could very well have ended badly had Bree and Krist not stepped in. Regardless of the temporary peril though, Sko...

09:50 pm - 01.09.2020

Revelations

I’ve heard it said that in life there are ‘Aha!’ moments. Times when all the pieces line up and tessolate. Where the picture becomes clearer. Sometimes proximity isn’t the answer, but taking a step back and observing from a distance will bri...

02:03 pm - 07.09.2020

Distant Company

Oh how Waning Gibbous shyly pulls away Coy as she yawns in a blanket of stars Soothed by balmy night air Her freckles moon dust, her eye reflecting morning’s light Bated breath These past days have felt like a precious, fragile pocket of time i...

11:41 am - 03.11.2020

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