I am doing my best to compose myself. I want to do my best to help lead my companions, but I am afraid to admit that I am a bit overwhelmed by the sensations I have recently been overcome with. I have been awaiting his call for so long... but now, I feel as if I am struggling to keep myself confident on the inside. I have to figure this out. I cannot show weakness. I must be strong. A dream overcame me today - but something deeper tells me this wasn't a real "dream" as I presented it. This was much more... physical. Something I can only explain as a dark message, and I am afraid this wasn't from Odin.
It was the kind of feeling that makes your hair stand on end. I could feel the sense of a dark omen brewing.