Plus de morts

I killed a man. J'ai tué un homme. Je suis desolée. Oh, je suis desolée. Why? I...I... I wasn't thinking. Je ne pensais pas. Grand-mère, I do not think I can do this. I do not think I am made for this. I'm scared, grand-mère. Why? Pourquoi moi? Why...

We have moved on. We have taken a job out of town. It was hot and uncomfortable in the veils. Very hot and uncomfortable. But at least while I wore the veils, ils ne pouvaient pas me voir pleurer. I keep seeing his body. Le mouvement. The way qu'il t...

La Chanson est forte. Trés forte. Mes dieus. So close...so close...so close. Is it pleased with me? Have I done the right thing? But I killed. Is it the killing that was right? C'était juste? Was it ordained? Qu'en pense-t-il? How does it think? ...

Oú est Vee? I know he is supposed to look after me, but it is also my job to look after him and I can't do that if I cannot see him. Il est mon meilleur ami. My only friend. Je ne peux pas le perdre. He did this on purpose. He sent me after the ot...

Merde. Lizardfolk are fucking huge. Fucking huge and fucking dangerous. Why didn't Spider or Lucas tell us they would be so big? We could have died. We very easily could have died. Si nous mourons, who will tell Maman et Papa? If we are gone, how will ...

I asked for help and you answered. Tu es venu. You helped me. Merci. Mes dieus, merci. I do not know what I have done to be worthy of you, but I am so grateful and I will do my best to continue to please you. Thank you. Merci. Thank you. Thank you. ...

They know about La Chanson now. Vee says he has heard it before, but the other two...pourquoi...why did you reveal yourself to them? Is it because I am too weak to do what you need me to do alone? Is it because I got drunk and you can't trust me? I am ...

I do not know what to do. Monsieur Tallman wants for me to swear au nom de ma famille... He wants me to swear on my house that we will leave and that we will tell no one what we have seen. I cannot control this. I am 18 years old. Who thought it was a ...

Maman, Will there ever be a time when I have apologised enough? Not only have I left my home, I have left my house, an engagement, ma famille et vous. Now I have to commit to doing something I know is wrong, or doing something that society - that you - ...

We have walked into a lizard's den and I am expected to save everyone. Not just the people who are here now, not just the people of this town, but the people of the entire area. Vee says not to think about keeping a promise to someone who has extracte...

Tomorrow we fight. Merde. We're going to fight Tallman and his people and I don't want to kill any of them. Especially not the elven woman. Pas la femme elfe. Why is she working for him? She didn't kill me before - why? Her job was to kill me. Will...