Oú est Vee?
I know he is supposed to look after me, but it is also my job to look after him and I can't do that if I cannot see him. Il est mon meilleur ami. My only friend. Je ne peux pas le perdre.
He did this on purpose. He sent me after the others - ces hommes stupides - he sent me away instead of keeping me with him. If I lose him, I will never forgive myself.
He doesn't do this - he said he would not do this until I was comfortable with our travelling companions. Il l'a dit. He said Grandmère had had to split from him a few times to make plans work. But he said he wouldn't do this unless I was comfortable.
He deliberately sent me after them and left me with them.
I am not comfortable.
I am afraid.
Je ne peux pas te voir...et je ne veux pas être seul.
Where is Vee?
Is this what he will do? Send me away from fights because I won't kill? Is that why? Is it because I don't want to kill? Or is it because I am too weak to kill? Am I too weak for him to trust? Why did he send me away? I want to help. I want to help. That's why I'm on this path.
One of many reasons.
Where is Vee?