Internal Strife

We made it back to Looter's Cove after Arves made a deal with Loch. For Arves' deal, though he only wishes to manipulate Loch, got the ability to transport an entire ship with everyone on it when he please, but when I, a true follower made my deal, I got the ability to transport myself 300 feet a total of one time. That's it. On top of it, when we got back to the cove, we found Fannik who had lost an arm. I was able to find it in the depths of the ocean hoping we can find a cleric who can reattach it, but he lost it because Loch demanded an all out assault to kill Clarissa. Then Arves found a follower of Eadro for us to merc. The follower was a priest of Eadro who was able to show me behind the curtains of the gods. Apparently Loch is merely utilizing me as a puppet, but Eadro has actively been trying to reach out to me and bring back to his peace.
 
I'm torn now....Loch did give me the powers I sought, which Eadro never did after 18 years of prayer....but the priest is right, even though I committed to Loch merely a day ago...I've only been filled with internal conflict. Which path do I take? The path that gives me the power to achieve my dreams? Or do I choose inner peace?
 
I've got no wisdom to give you....may you find your own way today. Whether it's Loch's slumber, Eadro's waves, or some other deity that you deem worthy.