I HATE THIS PROJECT

There is no more today in me. I'm out. At least I can blame someone. That smooth-talking vastlander. "Oh, why don't you just start an accreditation project before you've even resolved your apprenticeship?"

PLEASE MAY I SCREAM NOW AAAAAAAAAAUUEEEAGGHHSRRRRRUUUGGG

TIDES CURSE THE WORLD NOTHING MAKES SENSE

If the future of the Water Seekers depends on my ability to write a coherent sentence then the Eddy might as well blow up again
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i spent two extra years in school just

so i could

explain things

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"Of course you should leave home with a ridiculously overambitious project that will eat you alive, see you in a few years HA HA HA"

— my mentor who must secretly hate me

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I AM RUNNING IN CIRCLES

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MAKE IT STOP

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ALL_YOU_SMUG_SELFISH_BOATBUTTS_CAN_GO_TAKE_A_DIVE_INTO_THE_DEEPS_FOR_ALL_I_CARE

______RIP________WhatamIsupposedtodowiththisabsolutemessofafilingsystem________^{constantlycleaningupaftersomeoneelseswreckage}_________

i_miss_the_temper_room_so_much_right_now,_all_these_people_around

HOW_did_I_let_myself_talk_myself_into_this

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Ahhh... Wow, do I feel better. Wasted a lot of colored ink and duplicates, but worth it.

...I know I really should destroy all this, but just reading it over makes me grin some. So I'm going to hide it in my private files, and bring it out to look at whenever I feel myself starting to overheat. Just as a little favor to myself.