A Grisly Birth

General Summary

But for mother’s gentle throbbing heartbeat, my dreams wander through silent darkness. The endless black is comforting, like a warm blanket pulled up under the chin, tucked in by a caring hand. No monsters wander the void; only mother and I exist, enveloped in protective darkness, entirely unlike the world outside.

Everything shakes suddenly, and I don’t know why. Mother fades away, and I can’t hear her heartbeat anymore. Goosebumps blossom on my arms, skin and bone under a blanket no longer worthy of the word threadbare. It isn’t light yet, and I don’t know what’s happening. Where did she go? Why did she leave me? What if they’re here?

The thought of the wolves sets my heart to racing, and I curl into a ball, as tight as I can. I scrunch my eyes closed, that way I can’t see their masks. I hate the masks, with their dead blue eyes and a face that only smiles because it can almost taste your blood, running hot and fresh over red lips that don’t look so red in comparison. I like the mask better than the face missing from beneath the plastic, though.

Something bumps my shoulder, knocking loose a strangled whimper. I wait for the victorious screeching and searing pain that marks the end, but they never come. A hundred other sounds whirl around me, unbearably loud. Wind stalks down a lonely street outside. An old scrap of paper skitters across the floor, running from the clattering shards of glass that pursue at the wind’s behest. A rattling cough comes from nearby, followed by a rain of pebbles.

Instead of too many teeth tearing away at my flesh, the push comes again, harder this time. The Gun Lady’s voice hisses out angrily with it: “Kid. Get up.” I crack open one eye, flicking it toward her. The hand on my shoulder shifts again, every muscle in the attached arm tight. She’s looking away, eyes fixed on something else out of view. Her pulse whispers to me through her palm, tells me she’s scared, unsure.

I like the Gun Lady, I shared my tomatoes with her. She says scary, mean things to me sometimes, but I don’t mind because she doesn’t do them. She also helps keep me safe, like when the other gun lady was angry because I had food. I decide to listen because she reminds me of mother.

I slowly open my eyes and lift up my head, still expecting to see the wolves all around us. I only see Gun Lady and the Yellow Person and the Water Man and his people. One of them, the one I don’t like, has wild eyes darting around like a caged animal. He scratches at the bumps on his face and coughs out more teeth. There are only a few more rattling around in his head.

His name is Crow, and I don’t like him. I know he has secrets, and I think he has a bird inside him. He still had his face, but then he coughs again, scattering his last teeth across the ground. They drop like tiny rocks next to the others, jumping around a few times before settling down. Now I know he has a bird inside him, birds have no teeth.

When his eyes and nose start to squelch back into his head, I know Crow needs to die. Without his face he’ll get hungry and start screeching. Inviting the other wolves to dinner.

I scream out, "He’s a wolf! Kill him!" but nothing happens. Gun Lady watches Crow with her whole body, every muscle poised to leap into action. Her hand twitches on her gun, but nothing happens. Without Crow’s coughing, any sound is drowned under the rising tensions. Crow’s face continues to smooth out, nose flattening, pimples fading away, eyes closing forever.

His last few seconds of sight are spent staring at the Gun Lady’s bag, the one with all the masks. I told them not to take the masks, that they are wrong, but they didn’t listen. Everyone has one, except for me and Crow, and now Crow needs one so badly that it hurts to live without, and I wish we’d never seen them.

Everyone else lies still, wrapped in the comforting embrace of their dreams. Gun Lady and I wait for the chance to breathe, for the tension to finally loosen its grip on our chests. Crow’s breaths are ragged and panting, each one expelling a piece of his soul. The world falls away, leaving behind just the three of us and the bag.

I just wish it would end, the oppressive silence, the insidious darkness that obscures Crow’s face. The shifting shadows make me wonder if my imagination gave birth to his twisted transformation and not reality, or if the air being too thick to breathe was all part of a bad dream, mother punishing me for some unknown slight.

We three sit frozen in a terrible, pregnant moment, caught between nothing and everything. Time stands still on our black island in a sea of nighttime, forever in the space where the moon has set and the sun has yet to rise.

It all happens in the same instant. Crow’s face flattens into nothing, his mouth becomes a whirling vortex of fangs, pincers and tendrils, all grasping at the air, starved for flesh. A piercing shriek cuts through the quiet, driving right down into my bones like a knife. He dives for the bag and rips out a mask, its emotionless face smiling victoriously as he pulls it over his missing face. He falls back as Gun Lady moves, the light and heat of the sun leaping out of her hand, a bullet shattering Crow’s plastic forehead. His still blonde curls fly away from his porcelain cheeks. Flat blue eyes drip their first red tears. His broken body lies flat on the ground, blood running hot and fresh over red lips that don’t look so red in comparison.

Darkness follows the fiery light, and silence follows the concussive sound that wakes the world from its slumber. Time starts back up, and the wind blows through the long forgotten aisles of the pharmacy. A gentle gust brushed the hair back from my forehead, mother’s caress reassuring me that everything will be alright.

Character(s) interacted with

Shepherd
Wolf of the Maelstrom
Crow, one of Pete's followers
Report Date
25 Feb 2019
Primary Location
Secondary Location

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Mar 4, 2019 16:33

An excellent hook to start. The abstractness really works well with the idea of the child-thing, which feels like an abstract type of class overall withing AW. Your descriptors are excellent, and help invoke all five senses. It feels incredibly well written, and some parts give me chills. It's easy to understand what parts your character is thinking and what they're describing, without needing to change the typeface or style of the font. As a reader, I am able to picture myself as your character, and really understand what they're seeing and experiencing. In that aspect, this piece is super awesome to read. However with that, I would also say your piece seems a little to abstract. It paints a picture well, but the main thread is hard to decipher. It took me a couple times reading it over and over for me to actually understand what was going on story wise. Lastly, I would say another issue would be consistency. In one part you mention "Gun Lady", while in other parts you mention "the Gun Lady". I suggest picking one style (for the other character you use "the", so I would say stick with that). Your piece is excellent. It really captures a moment from your session well, and is able to paint a descriptive and gruesome picture of the events that unfolded. It really felt like I, as the reader, was in the shoes of your character experiencing this in real time and I really enjoyed that. I can't wait for your next piece.

Mar 5, 2019 00:55 by Abby Dye

What Works Well: 
There’s a lot in this story that’s enjoyable and that works! That first paragraph has HUGE wow factor to it and really helps draw me in to the rest of the piece. There’s a strangeness to it that makes me wonder a lot about the narrator’s personality and details. Who are they? Why do they think like this? Is this a memory they actually remember or is it a dream/hallucination? The ambiguity of it really allows for intrigue through the piece.   There’s a lot of great description here. Lines like “oppressive silence” give such a powerful feeling to me as a reader that allows for a lot of empathy to come through for the main character and the experiences that follow. The interactions are quite realistic, but I do wish there were a few things here and there (accents, speech patters, etc) that defined one person from another. I know it’s based off your session, so there’s only so much that can be done there.     What Could Use Work:   Like I said in class, the lack of cohesion with naming conventions really bothers me. Sometimes it’s THE Gun Lady. Sometimes it’s just Gun Lady. I feel like there could be some consistency here to really push things further. Then there’s Crow. Crow doesn’t follow the conventions put here at all. It doesn’t seem to be for a specific reason other than the character not seeming to like Crow. If you either changed Crow to something else or added a reason or example as to why Crow is being referred to as Crow, that could really help strengthen the piece.   Not gonna lie, though I liked the end, the last line confuses me. Is the wind his mother? Is his mother dead? Why bring this up? I know it’s probably meant to connect to the beginning, but it raises a lot more questions than answers and I wish it didn’t.

Mar 5, 2019 18:22

What’s working well: I think the birth imagery pervasive throughout the piece really ties it all together. You start off talking about the experience inside a womb, you make mentions to Mother (whom I would like to learn more about), the ending line is “mother’s caress reassuring me that everything will be alright.” You even use birth related words in non-birth-related passages, such as a “pregnant moment.” This is an excellent theme for a child-thing, and it makes me want to learn more about the character and their relationship with their mother. I also really like the characterization of the narrator a lot. You did a great job of describing things the way a messed-up child might see them, and the weird factor of being aware of their own birth is a fantastic flavor!   What’s not working as well: Honestly, I felt like this piece was really well done. I wouldn’t change much, but the names of the other characters the narrator mentions could be changed to fit a common scheme. You have Gun Lady, Yellow Person, Water Man, and Crow – Crow feels out of place here because it isn’t (Adjective)(Person). Crow is the only proper noun we hear in the piece (other than Mother), and I think it could be changed to something else to fit with the other names, or give some reasons why he is called Crow. I know the narrator mentions they think Crow has a bird inside him, which is interesting, but I don’t feel like it gives enough context for the name. That’s just my opinion though, this is a minor flaw.

Mar 8, 2019 05:51

After a second read through, I realized just how prevalent your title is throughout the story. From the first few paragraphs where Hey feels he’s inside his mother’s womb, to the fifth paragraph’s birth, to the last paragraph’s “gentle gust” of wind symbolizing his mother’s touch, there was good attention payed to relating Hey’s experience to the life of a child. I also really enjoyed the twelfth paragraph. All the imagery and language used here evokes an otherworldly feeling with “comforting embrace of their dreams,” “expelling a piece of his soul,” and “the world falls away.” It’s a nice break from the rest of the piece and manages to set the situation before the reader very clearly.   Honestly, there isn’t much more for me to say about how you can improve aside from what we’ve said in class. I’m interested to see if you write more about Mother in later vignettes, seeing as she’s a driving force for Hey’s psyche and I’d like to see if she’s an ethereal being or if he actually had a mother who died.