Fear by Seirixori | World Anvil

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Wed 28th Aug 2019 11:04

Fear

by Seirixori Iscitan

I told Ryleigh I was afraid to follow those guys... She said she was too but...
 
I know she didn't get what I meant.
 
She told me it didn't feel good when she killed that guy, when she essentially tortured him. Killed others...
 
She was afraid I think because she was so close to dying... but she was still ready to go, for me.
 
I...
 
I was--am afraid because I didn't feel anything when I did those things to the bandit king. He was dead already, sure, but...
 
I don't know, does feeling empty count as an actual feeling?
 
And the people... I was afraid to follow them because
 
Because I'm afraid of what I would have done...
 
Of what I wanted to do.
 
How do I stop this?