What

What? I’m …
 
I have no idea what…
 
Okay but I can’t be the only one, can I? That just… That doesn’t even sound possible. And why… I don’t understand why it even matters?
 
If… if Ryleigh hadn’t kept it from me, I don't think I would have even reacted like I did. At least not so angry.
 
I don’t even know what to think I’m just confused. Is it that important? I don’t understand why it matters?
 
Is it just because I have a mix of both auras? Do other people of fiend and celestial blood only have one? I can’t at all believe I’m the only one.
 
But I don’t… I mean as far as I’m aware I’m just… I don’t think I have any traits aside from tiefling ones?
 
… Ok I have to admit that I wouldn’t even know.
 
Is it being able to talk to gods face-to-face?
 
And can I even talk to others? Takara said I was like family… family family? Or just… like family like me to one of the Devils?
 
I’m so confused.
 
I’m trying to not think that Mielikki and Takara only care about me because of that and that they actually…
 
They do actually like me, right?
 
How do I even bring this up…
 
How do I ask…
 
Will Takara even tell me? Is she going to make me wait until we can get back to Limabey? Is it possible to get Mielikki to come here? … Probably not if she asked Takara to look after me.
 
This is so strange.
 
I’m not even that… I don't even really care that much about my other parent. About finding out. It’s never… I never asked, I never cared to ask. I had my mother, why did I need anyone else?
 
But why did Mielikki find me… why did she mark me? Is this… Is this the reason my mother left me and hasn’t come back?
 
I don’t fucking understand