I'm beginning to think my life's circumstances are out of my control. My party members have all had vivid dreams and each seems like a foreboding prophecy. I am terrified of mine so I can only imagine how the others feel. My group decided we would be joining the army. This is because it would be a fast track to Borris's vision. I'm terrified. I don't want to die in a war. I'm not a soldier. I'm just a 19 year old girl! The gold, however, will make it worth it. I purchased some enchanted chain mail so I'm hoping that will be a saving grace. I the evening Sam said his prayers or something and seemed to know more about my vision. I think I'm in critical danger? Or something like that. My family had some sort of deal with a Balrog and either something has gone wrong or it has come to collect. I'm so frightened. Neolani thought she would comfort me with her raven but all that did was cause the universe to unfold in front of me. I am cursed and there is no escape.