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Tue 1st Dec 2020 06:31

No time for self pity

by Rani Rao

Alright. That's done.
Enough feeling sorry for myself. Enough of feeling I'm not good enough. I'm a part of this team, and that means recognizing where I can contribute. I may not be able to smash everything in my way like YB and Big Sis. I may not be able to go undetected and make things happen before everyone realizes like Disruptr. I may not be able to rally everyone and lead the team like Vendetta. But I can do what I need to with my abilities, and I can help the people of the Canyons, as well as my friends. Time to stop wallowing in self pity and step up.
I hope that Vendetta knows how much her words mean to me. I hope that YB knows how much his friendship means, and how much I want to see him reconnect with his dad in a meaningful way. I hope Joni knows how much I care about her and her brother, and that I'm not a threat to her. And I hope Disruptr knows how much we see her as a hero, and not a villain. Maybe it's time I show my team a measure of my trust, and reveal my identity.
I don't know. I'm in awe of Vendetta's display, but I don't know if I can reciprocate. There's so much at stake.