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17 august 1349

i am trying

by Blossom Of the Hidden Oasis

i am trying to be better
 
it is so much harder to think of the greater good and i fear the mental work it causes me may one day be too much
 
i do not know how anyone does this all the time
 
things that i have to be better:

  • did not try to bargain for more money for the completed job

  • did not try to bargain for more money for the ghost job

  • did not steal from new crew members

  • tried to befriend new crew members and care about them as people

  • did not make a new enemy did not INTENTIONALLY make a new enemy; Enrora seems to dislike speaking with me but perhaps that is just her personality?


    • this is so much work
     
    but. . .i am not weighed down by it
     
    it is not nearly as much of a burden
     
    and perhaps it will get easier with time, perhaps my mind and body will become stronger under it. . .

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