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27 July 1349

i am conflicted

by Blossom Of the Hidden Oasis

the sight of the Madame killing may have been the catalyst, but i was not truly ignorant in her dealings, i knew even if i never admit it to myself.
 
that man was one of hers, a tool like me, but he was no longer of use.
 
how long, i wonder, would it have taken me to become no use?
 
i came here for a new start, for the freedom to be a person, to make my own choices, to be more than just one of many tools in the Madame's arsenal.
 
yet i find myself continuing to act as i was when i was with her.
 
i fail to see how leaving changed anything.
 
i am still just a thief.
 
i am still just an urchin.
 
i am still valued for only as long as i am useful.
 
was i wrong to come here?
 
worse yet, is it too late to leave?

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