Sleep

I need to stay awake. I think I might be losing control... Again. But this time it's different. Normally I'd have at least some recollection of what happened. But these past few nights I've woken with scratches and holes in walls I don't remember making. I can feel myself slipping further each night and the Jesters force strengthening. If I can stay awake long enough maybe it will stop trying for awhile. Heh funny I guess those days in the pits will help me out after all. Guess I got you to thank for that R.
 
Man I never thought I'd be writing to myself. But it keeps me concentrated on something other than how tired I am. We are starting our newspaper soon. That will give me something to focus on...
 
Hopefully the others don't notice. I don't want to worry them. I requested a room to myself just be safe. I'll get through this there is no way I'm letting Sventisko down....
 
Hahahaha
 
Yep you too buddy