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Captain Afthisdryn Sefris Syvwlchmaere
Sef

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7-Level Paladin 3-Level Cavalier

Leader of a ragtag group of Mercenaries in the Loaded Deck!   Praise be to The Emperor!   (Profile picture by @Kahbuki on Twitter, check them out!)


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Alex (TheDumbOwl)

Hiya! I'm Owl. Or Bowl!   I play a handful of characters across a few ongoing campaigns, and am starting to build up my own world, Vertinall. I live by my online name very closely, I'm incredibly silly and make mistakes, but hopefully it'll make you laugh.

   
Tue 11th May 2021 08:32

Entry #5 The Reflections

by Captain Afthisdryn Sefris Syvwlchmaere

I took another break from my journal; I should not make a habit out of this. Admittedly, Luna has become a substitute of sorts— I’ve been comfortable confiding in her my thoughts and feelings to everything we’ve been going through, and I have been more than happy to provide her with the same courtesy. While I have an obligation to my entire Squad, keeping them safe and their wellbeing in mind, I do find myself worrying more for her safety above the others. There is still much I do not understand about Samsarans, but I know enough to see their significance to this world of ours. They could be the only thing that holds this place together after we dismantled fate.
 
I suppose.. I should talk about what happened to us. We were assigned to a mission to investigate reports of our colleagues, Luna and Aahi, being sighted in an entirely different part of the continent, despite them being with us. It turned out that they were the reflections of them that had escaped during our time in Tesmeri. From the start, I was concerned for their safety; the others do not understand, as I was the only one to merge with my reflection properly, but.. They were still themselves. The more we investigated, the more our concerns grew. They were working with a lich— someone Siegfried seemed to be familiar with, and whatever they were doing was warping and affecting the reflection in ways we could not understand. Using the knife here proved very dangerous for that reason. Whatever they were doing, whatever work they had done, was starting to impact the people in the city. Citizens were falling into a slumber that they were unable to wake from; Mass panic were caused by projections of creatures in order to trigger the creation of what we learned to be Rulers; a representation of a part of Luna’s lives/consciousness. Both reflections had scattered themselves into segments, Aahi was broken into segments of herself, and Luna in the form of these rulers. We somehow found ourselves aiding them in creating them all; damaging or hurting the rulers may have severed Luna from her past selves, and destroy her ability to reincarnate. We wanted to avoid that at all costs, and find a way to save her and the people as well. I fear our decision led to more lives being lost than if we had simply destroyed them; but to do so would be at great cost and risk to Luna’s entire being; who am I to place that burden onto someone else? It was her choice to find an alternative to destroying them, and I was not going to disrespect that.
 
Once all the rulers had been freed, we were able to reunite them with Luna; unfortunately, this was a part of the Reflections’ plan. This ritual severed Luna’s reflection from her past selves, making her more or less human. For Aahi, it provided her with the chance to remove the beast contained in the Heart. We had to fight her in order to seal it back away.. She was beyond saving.
 
We had a final moment to speak with the Reflection of Luna— I gave her a firm enough warning about endangering more lives. This entire experience has had me re-evaluate my own actions, and has left me disappointed in myself. I have fallen short of my duties as a Paladin to The Emperor, and allowed to many injustices to go unpunished; Too many evildoers given a chance of forgiveness. I strived myself on approaching things passively, trying to find a peaceful resolution, but if that course of action is going to result in more lives being lost, then I must take a firmer hand.
 
A lot of this is still very fresh on my mind, and not at all collected or formed.. I would like to talk with Luna about some of it to obtain an alternative perspective and just.. Relax in her company. I experience much less pressure and expectations with her.. I feel like I am allowed to have doubts, flaws.. Being more myself.
 
Until the next,
 

  • Sef
  • Afthisdryn's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

    1. Entry #0
      7540MW, 3, 7
    2. Entry #1: The Incident
      7540MW, 3, 8
    3. Entry #2: Plague
      7542MW, 4, 15
    4. Entry #3: Acrea
      7543MW, 01, 02
    5. Entry #4: Oshen
      7543MW, 01, 08
    6. Entry #5 The Reflections
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    Alex (TheDumbOwl)

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