Entry #5 The Reflections
I took another break from my journal; I should not make a habit out of this. Admittedly, Luna has become a substitute of sorts— I’ve been comfortable confiding in her my thoughts and feelings to everything we’ve been going through, and I have been more than happy to provide her with the same courtesy. While I have an obligation to my entire Squad, keeping them safe and their wellbeing in mind, I do find myself worrying more for her safety above the others. There is still much I do not understand about Samsarans, but I know enough to see their significance to this world of ours. They could be the only thing that holds this place together after we dismantled fate.
I suppose.. I should talk about what happened to us. We were assigned to a mission to investigate reports of our colleagues, Luna and Aahi, being sighted in an entirely different part of the continent, despite them being with us. It turned out that they were the reflections of them that had escaped during our time in Tesmeri. From the start, I was concerned for their safety; the others do not understand, as I was the only one to merge with my reflection properly, but.. They were still themselves. The more we investigated, the more our concerns grew. They were working with a lich— someone Siegfried seemed to be familiar with, and whatever they were doing was warping and affecting the reflection in ways we could not understand. Using the knife here proved very dangerous for that reason. Whatever they were doing, whatever work they had done, was starting to impact the people in the city. Citizens were falling into a slumber that they were unable to wake from; Mass panic were caused by projections of creatures in order to trigger the creation of what we learned to be Rulers; a representation of a part of Luna’s lives/consciousness. Both reflections had scattered themselves into segments, Aahi was broken into segments of herself, and Luna in the form of these rulers. We somehow found ourselves aiding them in creating them all; damaging or hurting the rulers may have severed Luna from her past selves, and destroy her ability to reincarnate. We wanted to avoid that at all costs, and find a way to save her and the people as well. I fear our decision led to more lives being lost than if we had simply destroyed them; but to do so would be at great cost and risk to Luna’s entire being; who am I to place that burden onto someone else? It was her choice to find an alternative to destroying them, and I was not going to disrespect that.
Once all the rulers had been freed, we were able to reunite them with Luna; unfortunately, this was a part of the Reflections’ plan. This ritual severed Luna’s reflection from her past selves, making her more or less human. For Aahi, it provided her with the chance to remove the beast contained in the Heart. We had to fight her in order to seal it back away.. She was beyond saving.
We had a final moment to speak with the Reflection of Luna— I gave her a firm enough warning about endangering more lives. This entire experience has had me re-evaluate my own actions, and has left me disappointed in myself. I have fallen short of my duties as a Paladin to The Emperor, and allowed to many injustices to go unpunished; Too many evildoers given a chance of forgiveness. I strived myself on approaching things passively, trying to find a peaceful resolution, but if that course of action is going to result in more lives being lost, then I must take a firmer hand.
A lot of this is still very fresh on my mind, and not at all collected or formed.. I would like to talk with Luna about some of it to obtain an alternative perspective and just.. Relax in her company. I experience much less pressure and expectations with her.. I feel like I am allowed to have doubts, flaws.. Being more myself.
Until the next,
Afthisdryn's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Entry #0
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Entry #1: The Incident
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Entry #2: Plague
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Entry #3: Acrea
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Entry #4: Oshen
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Entry #5 The Reflections
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Social
Birthplace
In the heart of the Acrean Empire.
Current Residence
Dealer's Run
Contacts & Relations
Has contacts in the capital from his upbringing, and is currently the Sergeant of the Six of Hearts, a mercenary group that is part of a larger company known as Loaded deck.
His teammates are Logan/Dio, Luna, Aahi, Siegfried and Targen.
When they first joined the Mercenary group they were led by Sergeant Collier, which had quickly deteriorated within the group as he was given the pet name, 'Collie'. Sef refrained from calling him this at first out of respect for his ranking, but as the party became more accquainted he had no issues with it. This had also come to pass after quickly discovering that the nickname had a reputation within Dealer's Run and Loaded Deck, with many others who were already familiar with Sergeant Collier referring to him as 'Collie'.
Sef holds respect for Sergeant Collier for his attitude towards leadership and for serving as a mentor for his first two years within the group. Though their paths have seperated as Sef has been promoted to Colliers previous position, he hopes to keep in contact with him, and that their paths may cross again some time in the future.
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Sergeant
Religious Views
Sef follows the Church of the Emperor and has been a strong believer in the Living god for as long as he can remember.
Social Aptitude
Charismatic and has no issues talking to large crowds of people due to his family teachings in diplomacy.
Will treat each being he meets with respect until an appropriate amount of information has been obtained on them to make a better judgement. Should the being be evil or against his core beliefs this sentiment is not shared.
He is confident in his own ability and to others if they are able to prove it. He is willing to give people the benefit of the doubt should they make a mistake. This sentiment is not shared on a social level, and Sef will often make snap assessments depending on a person's beliefs.
Sef has faith in his abilities but not to an egotistical level. Even being given the rank of Sergeant, he tries his best not to put himself above others, and to only give direct orders when it is absolutely necessary.
Sef is extroverted and has no issues with crowds of people or interacting with others.
His etiquette is that of any typical citizen of the capital, and is well mannered.
Hobbies & Pets
In his free time, Sef likes to make portraits.
He has a pet dog called Snuffles, who he obtained from a market in Dealer's Run.
Snuffles is a large riding dog, trained for combat use. He is a Mastiff with a white coat of fur, with a darker snout. When not in combat Snuffles is extremely lazy, and will often lie down when there is an oppertunity. Sef likes dogs, and had wanted one as a pet during his childhood for many years but was denied so. In his spare time he will attempt to play with the dog, with little success due to the previously mentioned laziness. Other than that, Snuffles is a very good boy.
Speech
Sef has a lisp that he has had from birth. He speaks with a higher pitched voice and will often put a lot of emphasis on words at the end of his sentences.