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Fraulein Seraphina Blumenkrantz


A laundry worker in the South Ward, living day to day life.


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5th of November, 1883

Today I am Furious

by Fraulein Seraphina Blumenkrantz

I had a nightmare, a nightmare shared by many of my peers and friends. In it, I was put through so many tortures. It felt so real. I lost control of myself, my body couldn't stop from changing. I felt exposed, I felt naked and ashamed in front of everyone I know. And even though everyone was supportive (which made me cry inside; everyone is far kinder to me than they have a right to be), it was painful. So painful. And then I was back there...
 
I was chained. I saw everything I had hoped to forget forever. All the pain felt real, like my own nightmares bled into the one I was sharing. I was chained, I saw all the horrible creations, forced chimeras, and terrible things that they had done to all those poor people and animals. That they had done to me. And I knew I was next. I fought and fought but I couldn't break free. Even though Missus Cardinal said it wasn't real, it felt so real that I couldn't stand it. I tore up my wrists to get away. And that's not the only horrible thing. I think I swung at Muse when I had no face. I struck Violet in fear and I felt horrible. I would never willingly hurt her, or Muse, or anyone else. I felt like a monster.
 
I felt like a monster all over again. Like I was maskerading as a person, something that is never meant to be a real human anymore. People started dying. And when Lady Bella died, something in me broke. I couldn't do anything anymore. I was overcome with exhaustion, so much so that I fell over dead then and there.
 
And then... And then I woke up before Morwen's cage. He tried to convince us to hate the gods. He tried to convince us to give up. And I got so angry. Not at the gods, but at him. At that scaly mean ass in the cage who played upon all our weaknesses, even if it was just his dreaming mind that did so. But then again, who knows if Morwen lucid dreams or not.
 
I am angry that I was shamed and exposed. I am angry that I felt so low. I am angry that I was tortured so. I am angry and have no outlet for it and it makes my skin itchy. But if that stupid dragon thinks he can escape, then gods help me I will slam my hammer so hard into his face that I'll knock all his teeth out.
 
I want to remember this anger, this rage. Cus if I don't I think I will give up entirely. Why do I still live? Just to suffer?
 
 
I am tired, so I will rest now. Maybe things will get better.

Seraphina's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. Today I am Scared, but That is Not That Different From Normal
    14th of July, 1883
  2. Today I am Learning
    21st of July, 1883
  3. T0day I am a Failure
    17th of September, 1883
  4. Today I am Furious
    5th of November, 1883

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