Changeling Arch-Fey Warlock

Age: 23
Date of Birth: Unknown due to how Time is warped in the Sylvan Plane
Gender: Female
Eyes: White
Hair: White
Skin Tone/Pigmentation: Light Grey
Height: 5'4
Weight: 120

Appearance

Physical Description

Slim / Skinny / Gaunt

Body Features

Incredibly thin, with very sharp features throughout her body.

Facial Features

Sharp Cheekbones

Small, shorter than the average human - nose

Large eyes

Eyebrows appear half-shaved

Identifying Characteristics

White - Pupilless Eyes

All hair, eyelashes included, is STARK white

Physical quirks

Slouches Often / BAD Posture

Apparel & Accessories

Hood and Scarf warn at nearly all times - takes them off only to sleep.

Special abilities

Shapechange - As an action, you can change your appearance and your voice. You determine the specifics of the changes, including your coloration, hair length, sex, height and weight. You can make yourself appear as a member of another race, though none of your game statistics change. You can’t duplicate the appearance of a creature you’ve never seen, and you must adopt a form that has the same basic arrangement of limbs that you have. Your clothing and equipment aren’t changed by this trait.

Mentality

Education

N/A

Employment

Homeless

Now enrolled in adventurers guild & a cult of the pheonix.

Mental Trauma

Several occasions of being beaten for her race. Hides her face and if she is forcibly exposed becomes terrified and out of control.

Sold to a brothel.

Morality & Philosophy

Reality Seeking Changeling - spends majority of her time in her True Form

person.sexuality

Doesn't subscribe to a sexuality, but if she had to pick a label it'd be bisexual, however many assume she's asexual due to her inability to pick up on flirting and thus brutally brushing off advances.

person.gender_identity

Female

Taboos

Has an odd hatred for her own kind due to an aversion to lies that has since evolved away from that and become a hatred of Shapechangers of any race.

Known Languages

Common

Elvish

Gnomish

Sylvan

Personality

Motivation

Wishes to find belonging. Doesn't care where she finds it, but it quickly begins to feel like a pipe dream.

Savvies & Ineptitudes

Incredibly good at speaking with people, but is terrified of rejection in all forms.

Also very bad at impluse control... for example she's in a Warlock pact that she doesn't know about.

Likes & Dislikes

Likes

Animals

Fruit - fav food: strawberries

Music & Dancing - however not a fan of attention so takes some coaxing to get her to dance in front of others

Company

Dislikes

ShapeChangers - her own ability included

being naked / the feeling of being exposed/vulnerable - physically & emotionally

Vices & Personality flaws

Grumpy / Broody when uncomfortable or unsure.

Hygiene

When she's given the opportunity to take a bath she takes it and scrubs until her skin is raw.

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Mon 25th Nov 2024 06:34

[6] Act 2: Tyke, Shadecast, and Olic

by Sabira

I... Well. We ended up in the void. Not much of note beyond us finding Tyke and Evindel insisting that we go and get his sister. I understand why, doesn't stop me from feeling like we are running out of time. I don't know... I don't know what my mind is doing to me honestly. I've been struggling with my own suicidal thoughts for months now, drowning them in alcohol for a bit... And now I am presented with this prophetic death almost and... I... I don't want to. I guess I... Well it doesn't sit right with me that I be the martyr. What right do I have to be noted, even briefly in a history book as the vessel that captured and brought to death with her the 'Witch of Calamity'. No. I don't want to be noticed, recognized, or revered. Maybe they won't... Maybe it will be the rest of them who get their names jotted down. Maybe I will be preventing a chapter in the tomes of history all together... But if for some reason a damn creature with a pen writes it down I... I don't want it.

But here we are now. In the Shadecast... Armin and Evindel almost immediately were trying to kill each other. Evindel was no help in navigating this place, and good lord is it insanely depressing! We did find his sister though, after they got their heads thoroughly fucked with. This plane is fucking hell. I have no idea why anyone is here. But we did manage to get out and by some miracle it was near the ruins. Got a letter from Wayne that I didn't read until we got on the boat. He apparently still wanted to speak with me... too late dude. I'm on a boat. I don't know if I would have had the energy to speak with him anyway... Perhaps it is best that I just... Left. I'll be doing just that soon anyway. God it feels like its coming up too fast. Everyone in town was already panicking about a second Cataclysm. I thought I'd have more time...

We took a boat to Armin's country though. Was a short ride comparatively. I was passed out drunk for most of it.
Got to see the inner workings of Armin's life here. Then we got briefed on a definite second Cataclysm. Fucking perfect. Armin has mentioned not letting me die. All of them have in fact. But how is that fair? I mean... I don't want to be a martyr. Maybe I can negotiate with them. Get them to prevent it somehow. I just... No matter how selfish I try to be I cannot justify saving myself at the expense of what must be many more people. People with actual families and people who love them. I am not liked - I am barely tolerated - so... If anyone should die... I may be the least catastrophic option.

Fuck I am all over the place! I can't decide what I want. I do not want to die, I don't want to be a martyr, but FUCK how could I stand by as the world tries to end?! I hate myself! I hate this! I should have never come to this plane. I should have never helped that fucking bastard Sylas, and I should have never listened to Caesanna! I should have just died alone and unimportant in the Faecast... How selfish of me to ever think the solution to my loneliness was elsewhere... anywhere. I should have killed myself before any of this shit could happen. Then someone better would be making these choices... Someone like Evindel. Someone who knows how to do the right thing.

If you find this after I'm dead... Promise to forget me. Tell a different tale. Maybe the witch just... appeared and our party killed her, saving the day... Armin fought Ashcore on his own, like the talented solider he is. Rainier is the only one that stopped Evindel from killing Caesanna. Caesanna arrived alone to the Kobold job... And nobody knows why Revan keeps having pimps murdered. Its a real mystery.

But I beg of you. Forget me.

Sabira's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

[1] Act 2: The Beginning
25 Aug 2024 09:33:34

[2] Act 2: Reunion
25 Aug 2024 10:29:25

[3] Act 2: Unmasked
01 Sep 2024 08:08:03

[4] Act 2: The Void
22 Sep 2024 03:39:30

[5] Act 2: The Past
23 Oct 2024 08:00:35

[6] Act 2: Tyke, Shadecast, and Olic
25 Nov 2024 06:34:52

The major events and journals in Sabira's history, from the beginning to today.