Apathy
Hey there Kass.
This Night was a weird one.
First of: How rude of you to lock up that lovely songstress in the cell next to our bird. I allowed her to be stationed close to the guard post so that she may sing her wonderful song to the watchmen nearby. Please be respectful to her as she’s likely as old as Megan!
Just as I was done showing her her, place though, there was another attack from you know who. I’m just so SICK AND TIRED of them barging close to our garden and fortress and causing all sorts of ruckus, again and AGAIN.They blew up someone’s car nearby and killed a few of our guardsmen – again. .-.
We disposed of them eventually though, but one of them managed to hit me. Now is where it becomes interesting though. Do you know what they used? Bow and arrow! I’m not sure if I should respect them for using some more noble weapons again or if I should call them utterly stupid for it. I know that we love fighting with our crossbow and rapier ourselves, which may not be the optimal in modern times. Inflicting pain with a stuck crossbow bolt or a festering wound by our blade is just something I simply cannot live without nowadays.
But they? There is no reason why they would suddenly give some untrained schmucks bow and arrow over a gun. Pulling a trigger is just easier for your everyday wannabe hunter. I guess they got lucky that one of them knew how to hold one and actually managed to make his arrow strike its target: ME!
Well that normally wouldn’t be a problem of course. The pain was even deliciously sweet while it lasted, but the thing I didn’t expect was that those clever bastards coated the tip of the arrow with a poison.
“So what?” You may think. KASS, THE POISON HURT! I … don’t quite know how they did it but they cooked together a poison cocktail with elements of wolfsbane and TREMERE BLOOD that affects even us vampires. By Lilith Kass, they somehow got hold of someone using Blood Sorcery or something like that for it. I don’t know how much of the stuff they got on supply and how easy it is for them to get more, but this is very VERY dangerous. What if they somehow secretly spike blood with it? While it was easy enough to get it out of my system when there was just a small enough dose, mortal things didn’t quite fare as well. I tested it on some rats, dogs and humans. As I should have suspected they all died shortly after injecting a tiny doze into them. The larger they were, the longer they lasted though. Not long mind you, but the humans didn’t just flatline as quickly as the rats. I tried some antidote on it and, as expected, it didn’t help in any way either. I … highly doubt normal medicine will work for this, Kass. So if one of our flock gets poisoned by that we either – somehow – immediately replace their entire blood supply, if that even works, or just offer them the closest comfort we can before Lilith accepts them into her final embrace. What if Victoria or Heather get hit by that? By Lilith I don’t even want to imagine that! I know you love Vic, but if it came to losing her forever or saving her, could you do it? Could I do it? I’m not sure I could do it for Leonora or Amely, if one of them got struck by it while I was nearby. So please let me know what I should do if it comes to that, WHEN I’m about! I promise you something though, Kass. If something happens to either of them, the gloves come off.
If the recent “experiments” showed me something it’s that my empathy is slowly turning to apathy. I actually quite enjoyed seeing those humans slowly die to the poison their “saviors” developed against us. Deliciously ironic, even if it was me who injected the vile concoction into them. If this goes on Kass, I don’t know how much I’ll care about the humans that are not Bahari or our close ones. When I look into some strangers' eyes on the street it’s hard to see more than cattle, honestly. If they’re unfit or unwilling to follow the Lilin path, then what are they good for? Nourishment, pleasure and experimentation? It may be that, slowly, our beast inside us is crawling her way out, but maybe – just maybe – she is also starting to make sense to me in some respects. But no matter how many of those unbelievers may suffer, I will continue to use them in order to keep the Bahari safe. No matter how “black” my heart turns. They should be happy that their silly lifes can be of value to the Dark Mother. A sacrifice I am more than willing to bring to her.
Anyways you’ll see soon for yourself what we’re dealing with, and I’m sure you’ll handle yourself out there. Time for me to head to bed though, it’s actually getting somewhat early. Good hunting out there Kass and may the Dark Mother watch over you!
P.S. Oh I fixed the computer up as well, so get some of our tech people together and see if you can find anything of value in regards to our bird's son!
P.P.S. !ASK ARLO AGAIN HOW LONG UNTIL THE LAMIAN COMES!
S/NM
Ali hay Lilitu
NACHTMAHR OUT
Kassandra/Sophie's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Gary and getting to know my new friends Lilith and Rose
16th of June 2026
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Not made for the Frontline
23rd of June 2026
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Welcome to Chicago!!!
25th of June 2026
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A quiet night?
26th of June 2026
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Not so quiet of a night...
26th of June 2026
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Cat and mouse, but who is who?
27th of June 2026
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Insert a title later, Kass
27th of June 2026
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Enough is enough.
28th of June 2026
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The Dragon, The Richman and the Law
29th of June 2026
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Our new "friends"?
2nd of Juli 2026
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The Holy Relic from the past
2nd of Juli 2026
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Burning Ruins
3rd of Juli 2026
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Failure
3rd of Juli 2026
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Death and our second home
4th of August 2026
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Ka-Ching! €
7th of August 2026
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Castello
xxth of August 2026
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Happy little accidents
xxth of August 2026
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Planting the Seed
xxth of August 2026
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More Plans... as usual!
xxth of August 2026
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Apathy
xxth of August 2026
16th of June 2026
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The major events and journals in Kassandra/Sophie's history, from the beginning to today.
Happy little accidents
Kassandra, you idiot! Good job bringing our new bird in and forgetting to check her for any devices and such! Do you know what a mess happened in our fortress, due to your oversight?! Some asshole tried to steal our prized possession just one day into ...
02:00 pm - 04.02.2023Castello
Heya Soph!!! I know that you have been out for the last few nights, sorry about that! Anyways I wanted to let you know that I picked up where you left off, surveillancewise aaaaaand it was utterly BORING! Did you serisously watch those cameras in this...
04:35 pm - 16.01.2023Ka-Ching! €
Oh good evening Rose! Don't mind me I'm just trying to get a hold of a list where I have all my assets listed. ... Why you ask? Well... Arlo is really good with money, and I mean *REALLY* good! He told me that I should bring him all the information abou...
06:30 pm - 12.11.2022Death and our second home
You won't believe who we met Kass! Death himself! The Grim Reaper, Gevatter Tod or whatever you want call him! ... At least that's how he introduced himself to us and he still looked like a normal person. (Well as normal as their ilk look) Soooo I'm not ...
04:21 pm - 08.10.2022Failure
Well Kass nothing has worked out as we thought it would. Josephine is dead (not that we could have done much with her anyways because of her True Faith) and the sword is with the fae now, after one of our own Bahari stole it from us and brought it to Jose...
02:04 pm - 17.09.2022Burning Ruins
Well Kass I'm sorry to say that I couldn't take a look at that relic you mentioned since I was busy hiding. "Hiding from what?" you may ask. Well it seems FL had enough of us specifically and they decided to raid our apartment. Luckily Huey and Brad woke ...
03:26 pm - 10.09.2022The Holy Relic from the past
SOPHIE YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT I GOT MY HANDS ON TONIGHT! We. Got. A. Holy. FRICKING. Gladius. The nightly hunter raiding party was kind enough to leave this beauty behind apparently. Arlo and Justina found it on a roof amongst some belongings of some guy...
02:20 pm - 26.08.2022Our new "friends"?
Well Soph our two new friends are certainly ... interesting. I like them though! Oh and why didn't you tell them about me... about US? I would have told them all about you if I met them first, but I guess they saw firsthand what a bore you are. Great firs...
04:30 pm - 11.08.2022The Dragon, The Richman and the Law
What a night Kass and Rose... First the funeral, then the dragon and lastly the initiation of Megan. Yes I said dragon and I'll get to that shortly. It's been quite some time since I've last seen everyone from the garden together in one place. Obvious...
04:06 pm - 02.08.2022Enough is enough.
First of: make your own damn titles Soph. I don't CARE about your feelings right now. You know what you should care about when you wake up? The FL. They have DARED to sully our garden. They DARED to murder one of our Ba'ham and hang him on one of the t...
04:29 pm - 17.07.2022Insert a title later, Kass
Nothing of note happened tonight Rose. Don't worry. S/NM...
01:47 am - 03.07.2022Cat and mouse, but who is who?
Well well well Rose, it seems we finally found our prey. Hidden away in a little Dojo in the city and training the family of what's left of Redwood. Let them send more threats, I think it's funny. And that Habermann girl training them? You know EXACTLY wh...
12:13 pm - 02.07.2022Rip Xavier! Please come to my Garden next night to remember him! Free drinks for anyone attending! Remember the entry fee though.
25th of June 2026Rip Xavier! Please come to my Garden next night to remember him! Free drinks for anyone attending! Remember the entry fee though.
25th of June 2026Not so quiet of a night...
Well it seems like we won't have a quiet night today, Rose. One can dream right? (Not like those Constantinople nut cases of course) They sent a novice hunter out to attack Ricky's place and only manage to wound the bouncer ghoul? Bold for sure, but di...
02:42 pm - 15.05.2022A quiet night?
I can hardly believe it Rose, we actually had to basically not do anything big or fear for our lifes for once! Taking care of my garden, speaking to my fellow Bahari to some nice warm wine and just relaxing for once? I barely remembered how that felt like...
10:55 pm - 08.05.2022Welcome to Chicago!!!
Welcome to your new home Chicago, Lilith and Rose! I know it's quite the step up from what you were used in that AV and Gary. (By Lilith I hate that place) I'm certain you girls will settle in quickly and get to love it. I have a few other friends arou...
10:46 pm - 01.05.2022Not made for the Frontline
Okay Lilith you're listening right, because I sure as hell need someone to vent to! Can you believe that I, yes ME NACHTMAHR, am still going out there in the front, facing danger while we have a couple able bodied friends who can take punches better than ...
01:22 am - 24.04.2022Gary and getting to know my new friends Lilith and Rose
While most of my time in Gary has been mostly horrible I'm happy to report two new friends I made here, back to back! The first is the one I'm writing this on and who'll, in the future, act as my little hacking gateway to many things from afar, Lilith. W...
02:54 am - 10.04.2022Got a neato computer AND a free Laptop in one day! Everything is coming up Sophie! Also that goth gaming store is something I shall visit again in the future! That place is made for me!
12:45 am - 10.04.2022Did you know that white animals scare the living crap out of Kass and Soph?
10:20 pm - 09.04.2022MURDER
10:19 pm - 09.04.2022The list of amazing people following the adventures of Kassandra/Sophie.
Social
Birthplace
Hamburg, Germany
Current Residence
Apartment in Chicago
Contacts & Relations
Coterie: Xavier, Ricky, Isabella, Belladonna
Sire & Primogen - Megan Wallow
Prince - Jackson
Retainer - Victoria Valencia
Contact - Pharmacist Lars
Contact - Cousin Jackie
Touchstones: Amely Pierce, Lenora
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Leader of a medium sized Bahari Garden in Chicago
Wealth & Financial state
Rather well off!
Family Ties
Sire - Megan Wallow
Kindred Siblings - maybe?
Mortal family still lives in Germany (presumably)
Religious Views
Bahari/Cult of Lilith through and through.
All that is Caine and everyone who sees him as their god deserves to be burned down.
Social Aptitude
Not the best.
Hobbies & Pets
tending her garden
Bahari rituals
Speech
German accent - thicker as Sohpie