Syoni Carav
Rose, Holly


A highly egotistical yet genuinely intelligent tech-savvy psionic living in a city constantly moving to its future. She knows how to control, and will use that to her very advantage.


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38th day of Aulen, 835 NA
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37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Remember - (4/4)

by Syoni Carav

Let me tell you the story of someone who has long since been dead.
 
There once was a young girl who went by the name Holly Rosea Alcae. However, her parents were quick to call her Du or Two when she was successfully created.
Two had the appearance of a ten-year-old, though her intellectual capabilities are years more advanced. Just like the girl she was a clone of, Two was a powerful psionic, who felt empathy to the people around her and had the ability to crush them with her mental prowess if she desired. Due to her being younger than One in physical and mental capabilities, it meant she was easier to control. This time, they didn't hasten her development.
 
Two was not homeschooled, but instead attended elementary school for a few years, landing awards, respect, and honor rolls left and right. However, she didn't develop lasting friendships at this time. Two was eventually called Holly by her parents as time went on. Her weekends were spent on experimentation, which she was familiar with. They tested her powers, intelligence, and physical aspects to see if she was healthy. No such time would be for her to spend moments of relaxation. To Holly, her life was spent being busy and working.
Her parents saw her as if she was a sort of shiny tool that could do things in a relatively short time. As she got older, she gained more awards and attention, most of which started to get into her head. Holly believed by being the best, she could win the favor of her own parents.
 
Come the last few years of high school, where Holly started to become infamous for her ego, but well-received for her academic works, and managed to become valedictorian at the end. From onlookers, it was evident that Holly showed amounts of unimaginable internal pain and mistrust. She was often seen by herself, constantly avoiding anyone. If she wasn't being anti-social, she was flaunting about how she was great and how she is more intellectually competent than her classmates. If anything, it was to hide the flaw that she's trying so hard to be someone she was not.
 
She attended university, but never had the chance to find an opportunity to move out until later in her fourth year. She was already referring to herself as Syoni Carav, wanting to push her origins away and try to forge an identity of her own. When she moved out, she refused to look back.
 
Holly Alcae is long gone.
 
And I killed her.
 
"Isn't there one thing you're missing?"
 
When Holly had started out college, she stumbled upon a woman who offered her a way to eventually find her way to salvation. The woman reminded of her, though she knew that this person looked like they have accomplished so much.
She took her hand, and took them to the moon. "Welcome to the Society of Creation," she said, and Holly became a member.
 
It took Holly so long for her to realize that this was Sharon, who now goes under the name Mary. It wasn't until Mary had fallen ill with an odd disease that causes flowers to grow around her body like a sort of parasite. In this condition, she was unable to be the Society's Director.
The then-naïve Holly cried out for Mary like a long-lost sister of sorts. She had only met her for months, yet it felt like they've known each other for their entire lives.
 
Holly wanted to promise Mary she'll help her out. Even if she initially had confusion over it all.
She wears two rings, one that was her Society ring, and Mary's Director ring. She took the responsibility of being the Director through illusions and holograms to give off the impression that she is Mary herself. Even then, it felt wrong to be someone she knew she wasn't.
 
"Don't you want to save her?"
 
This white stone...
 
This is the Space Creation, right?
 
"How insightful."
 
This won't be enough to fix my problems. You're well aware of that.
 
"What are you scheming right now, human girl?"
 
...
...
...
 
Houran.
 
Let me join you.
 
Take control of my person, and give me that power.
You have those answers, right?
 
"Don't you know you're dealing with the most severe of consequences?"
 
I mean,
 
I've got nothing else to lose.
 
Nothing but me.
 
Give me what I was missing...
 
Tell me...
 
Houran.
 
"Why are you giving up your feeble self for me?"
 
I am here, willing to risk everything. I want you to take me. Take me by the arm and push me off the edge I've been standing on for years.
 
Because as of today, all I can do now is fall.
 
Oh, everyone. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. Chorale, Sariara, Holly...
 
Mary....
 
If you see me again, just know that,
this isn't the Syoni Carav you once knew anymore.
I've killed her, and myself. Over and over.
As of today, the rift of Space opens up to me. Those who try to fight me will be scattered and atomized throughout the world, unable to reform. This time, I will prove to everyone I'm worth something.
 
Goodbye.

Syoni's Journal Ordered oldest to newest

  1. So What?!
    25th day of Kronas, 834 NA
  2. The Thrall
    17th day of Ignita, 835 NA
  3. Nihilism
    17th day of Ignita, 835 NA
  4. Second Thoughts
    37th day of Aulen, 835 NA
  5. Remember - (1/?)
    37th day of Aulen, 835 NA
  6. Remember - (2/?)
    37th day of Aulen, 835 NA
  7. Remember - (3/?)
    37th day of Aulen, 835 NA
  8. Remember - (4/4)
    37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

The major events and journals in Syoni's history, from the beginning to today.

you can't deny the fact that everything i've done before this never mattered.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

it's not like whatever i take from this mini-museum will cause everyone to panic. the robot, and the cubes.[br] you'll be useful.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

im sorry, chorale

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Embraced Despair

If this is how I'll save myself from everyone else...

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

i know what i'm doing.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Remember (4/4)

Let me tell you the story of someone who has long since been dead. There once was a young girl who went by the name Holly Rosea Alcae. However, her parents were quick to call her [i]Du[/i] or Two when she was successfully created. Two had the appearan...

08:00 am - 21.08.2019

tell me. [i]houran.[/i]

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

ive got nothing to lose anymore. nothing else but me. give me what i was missing.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

why don't i remember this

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

where did you go, hana

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

the stone continues to glow.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Remember - (3/?)

I've been observing Hana in this small room for what I thought felt like eternity. I don't think it's been eternity, though. They added in false memories to give off the impression that she grew up like a normal human being. It was evident that they rush...

10:30 am - 14.08.2019

one.[br] the first flower.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Remember - (2/?)

My mother and father were always busy with their lab work. If they weren't being too clingy and surveillance-y for my liking, they were busy working on scientific bullshit while I worry about being watched for every single day of my life. A lone yet la...

12:40 pm - 09.08.2019

Experienced a Past

why does it all feel so familiar and unfamiliar at the same time?

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Remember - (1/?)

She was visibly overwhelmed with the same amount of stress that I had in high school. At first, I thought that was me for a moment, but closer inspection revealed that Mary just reminded me of... myself. I thought we were two different people, and that sh...

10:31 am - 09.08.2019

i had no other place to go. i needed to find something.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

Second Thoughts

I heard his voice, and I was convinced this was reality. Every bit inside me had the conviction that this wasn't a nightmare I was facing - it was reality. It was reality and it was the harsh truth As I leap out into the depths of space from the rift, ...

09:36 am - 08.08.2019

it cant be true alomes couldnt have mary isnt she isnt

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

i hope she'll be able to help find my own answers as well

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

i feel like there is something missing with me.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

and why does every moment that i think about her, i feel the guilt that ive done something wrong

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

why does [i]this[/i] remind me of mary

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

how long. how long were you here for. give me a good reason as to why i shouldn't shoot your brain out of your head. entertain me, i dare you.

37th day of Aulen, 835 NA

i want mary to know i haven't given up yet. i want mary to know that i'm not going to falter and die. i want mary to know that i still care about her. i want mary to know that i can't see her suffer like this.

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

i don't care. i don't care. i don't care. i don't care. it doesn't matter to me anymore. i know that i'm never going to be great. i should just give up while i'm here. why try, knowing in the end it'll all be for naught

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

will will i ever make any difference here will i ever change the world with what i have now is it going to matter am i going to die knowing i never made any difference to this world no matter how hard i tried

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

what should i do when a bunch of rocks:[br] dissolve into acid[br] blow up[br] catch on fire[br] temporarily blind me[br] and turn into fine powder afterwards?

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

dont people realize how unhealthy it is to act like theyre on some sort of power fantasy you are not above consequence, moral especially

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

life may be like that sometimes but its up to us to change it

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

i wonder if [i]they[/i] realize how their "humanitarian efforts" are just cheap tricks for them to make money to the detriment of literally everyone else. then again, do they [i]even[/i] care about people in the first place, or do they just care about being even more wealthy than they already are? do they really care about our wellbeing?

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

@e02aaaf5-31e8-4083-b6a9-f2c871b26e4f have you ever considered using your string psionics to fish

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

alomes stop running

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

im tempted to chase after alomes right now

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

today alomes has been acting edgy, the android's core disappeared, and ive been getting odd telepathic messages from someone i dont know

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

WHAT HE DISAPPEARED

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

he just passed by wonder if i can

22nd day of Ignita, 835 NA

callout post to alomes carcen: he dresses more emo now that he came back and this is unlike him what

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

WAIT WHERE DID THE CORE GO

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

did i just see alomes pass by???????? w h a t

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

what is this, goblin fighting for babies? oh. i forgot to change the difficulty setting whoops

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

how the fuck did my parents even get a copy of my card to get into my home?????????????????

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

i wish i wasnt broke 26/5 because rent in epoka is getting more and more expensive

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

oh i guess going to hell is cancelled but i had to fight an android

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

i promise ill bring back a souvenir back

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

might visit hell soon for an errand idk

21st day of Ignita, 835 NA

liches get stiches

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

HOLY SHIT one of them actually went through w my offer i wish one of them didnt just stab the other

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

that does it im stalking her

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

what if i cloned myself

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

shame i cant see this cool heist happening in person

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

for once holly is actually helpful when i need her

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

questions i know wont break for me.[br] answers i know will change everything.[br] for once, stop being stubborn and talk.

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

just answer me, damn it.[br] there are questions i know you have the answers to.

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

they canceled classes because of the empty souls

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

the flowers she gave me.[br] i still have it.[br] its still alive.[br] because i still care.[br]

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

who knew our first contact would be our last

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

another two bite the dust, it seems

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

my brothers literally telling me to make my sculpture be a dumb pun and reference to an anime and im like THATS NOT HOW YOU WIN THE TOURNAMENT THE JUDGES HAVE A VERY SPECIFIC AND [i]R E F I N E D[/i] TASTE

18th day of Ignita, 835 NA

oh goddddd the psionic struts tournament is next month how the fuck am i gonna top the sculpture i did last year

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

the most deadliest of gambles you could do are the deck of many things and lootboxes

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

if you think you have it bad, think about the many other people who have been subjected to constant pressure by their peers and family so they can conform to the standards or ideals that have been set upon them, only to fall down horribly as a result

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

actually its more like the crumbs of a corn chip

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

what kind of person uses a crystal the size of a corn chip to power up their shit

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

companies here trying to sell useless pieces of flashing lights for 5 star points and im like WHAT KIND OF IDIOT WOULD BUY SOMETHING THATLL BREAK IN 1 HOUR[br] like theres better phones for literally 2 star points i dont get it

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

GOD its been a while since ive last heard her voice. its like listening to your once favorite music after so many years

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

Call me Holly Rosea Alcae again and I will call you six feet under.

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

blueprint to make this shitty eye a less shitty eye

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

is it bad that i relate to syoni too much

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

more souls. great.

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

So what?!

Do you actually care about anything that I say, or do you just brush it off because it doesn't matter? How many times have you told me that you loved me, and how many times was it genuine? Are you aware of how apathetic you are to what I have to say, an...

02:38 pm - 04.06.2019

callout post to alomes carcen i dont think hes bad but i just think hes too suspicious looking

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

Nihilism

They're empty, devoid of thought. They weren't like any of the normal spirits that roam around this plane. And they were obviously unwelcome. After the thrall came these fiends. Initially harmless swirls of wispy energy floating in the sky, they landed...

02:43 am - 03.06.2019

yo WHAT ARE THESE GHOST HUMANOID THINGS and WHY ARE THEY TERRORIZING EPOKA??????

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

Resisted the urge to follow a rock's orders!

my willpower is stronger than a magic pebble

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

out of all the things that try to control me its a rock

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

The Thrall

The stone did it again. It's the same message over and over - unite myself with space and become powerful. It's actually getting too annoying than it is helpful. I've managed to resist that grasping urge this odd voice keeps on pulling me to, but what ...

10:51 am - 01.06.2019

the rock's doing the thing again

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

instead of continuing what i was supposed to do i decided to treat myself with a delicious meal from that new robot café that just opened up and its only 9:45 am

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

maybe that guy who i send letters to doesnt even read them what a bastard

17th day of Ignita, 835 NA

it moved a little bit before i could start dismantling it like gee i havent even taken the batteries off and youre already wanting to go home

02:43 pm - 31.05.2019

lmao this eyeballs pretty crap but hey theres some good magical shit in here so it evens out

02:40 pm - 31.05.2019

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