Power and Nightmares

I have decided to start a journal; it was Elaine's idea. She got me one for my birthday today. I have turned nine as of today. She says that I spend so much time looking after others that I should find some time to look after myself. She thinks this will ...

Someone tried to kill me today, they looked like my people. I do not understand why they tried to do it. I should have died, but I killed them. Something happened to me, something snapped in me. I moved faster than I could keep up with. I have trained wi...

Today was such a good day. Elaine and I were walking through the woods. She looked so beautiful under the light trickling beneath the canopy. I am getting off track. We managed to escape our duties. I welcome days like today. I will never be able to thank...

I finished my knighting ceremony. I have made quite the impression. I am a bit embarrassed to be quite honest. Being called "The Lord of Dawn" is a bit... I am not sure how to finish that. Worse yet I have heard some refer to me as "The Sovereign of Dawn"...

My father has betrayed us. We had already assumed the worst when mother and father's unit did not report back. Miraculously, two survivors have recently returned alive. As it turns out father betrayed his unit to northern forces after capture. The coward!...

At this point, we cannot wait any longer. My mother is very certainly dead. We have heard nothing of either of my uncles. I will banish my father if he still lives. I have to leave. It is my responsibility. I do not want to leave my life behind, yet, if I...

I must go today. I've received word that I am to go to Vengerberg. I can say no more than that in here, but it is of importance. I don't look forward to saying goodbye again, so I won't. We'll never say goodbye....

I haven’t been able to write during travel. It has been an eventful week. I was the target of an assassination/kidnapping. Whoever is after me is making use of dark magic and as well as some riffraff. Sif and I likely had it handled, yet, aid came all ...

I see....

We’ve arrived, there was minor trouble. We were waylaid, they sadly lost their lives in the attack on us. Why must we so often come to violence. I hope my business here can be finished peacefully....

I had an ill omen, Sheshia was attacked during her investigation. Luckily, I followed my instinct and Sif, Svein and I were able to get to her. Though she could’ve handled herself it seems. I wouldn’t have forgiven myself if harm came to her while she...

I cannot write about it, but I’m relieved. Things went as well as could’ve been expected. Now I wait. Ran into Nerys later in the day, small world....

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I fell asleep in your garden. It wasn’t like it is usually. How it should’ve been. I found a message in your garden when I woke up. Ban Ard. I’m coming for you. Whatever it takes I’ll get you back home. King Stennis has given me funds to aid in yo...

I've been on a mad dash for you Elaine. I've managed to acquire much power in a short time. The aftermath at my manor and your garden. I’ll need to it rescue you. You’ve never needed rescuing before though. I’m sure that you’ll be finishing up wit...