D+11 Entry 326
Cultural event
98
7/12
7/12
7th December, Y98
Tuesday
Milton has stayed in my guest room since D+1, the day after Gran died. René also came, he's here now in another guest room.
I suppose they could be fucking again. I can't make myself care. I'm empty.
Both will be there tomorrow at the funeral. I think I'm glad. Someone, two somones who love me will be there, to I suppose Milton would be there either way. His father is the Archbishop and Milton is in the Intelligence Service. So I suppose that would bring him there too.
Milton says he's got a role in the ceremony itself as a pallbearer. Which is sick. I'm meant to walk behind the casket for two miles and keep my face a mask. Milton will support my Gran but I must just follow.
