Ashtiroth Isperium
Ashtiroth Emelia Isperium
"O Patrons, deliver me from the man of excellent intention and impure heart; for the heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked." - Ashtiroth
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- Likes: Architecture, sparring, the arts, jewelry (mainly gold), spending time with her brothers.
- Dislikes: Idiocy, arrogance, being ignored, alcohol, her mother or any matronly figure.
Vices & Personality flaws
- Absence of purpose. She fears having nothing to do and nowhere to go. Living for nothing more than existence terrifies her.
- Becoming like her mother. The way Ash was raised left a lot to be desired, and she is afraid of becoming like her mother. She views the woman as a failure in life because of her class, occupation, and reliance on Ash’s father. This fear is especially present in her mind due to her current occupation.
- The deaths of what family she has left. Abandonment is her biggest fear, as everyone she’s ever cared for has died or left her for one reason or another, so she has severe abandonment issues, and can become possessive and even aggressive with people she comes to care for.
- Ash has issues with impulse control. Her emotions run very strong, and when she desires something, she sees little reason to restrain herself from taking it. This sometimes lands her in more trouble than she can deal with, and makes for easy enemies.
- Ash is also severely touch-starved due to her upbringing, which causes her to crave the touch of others but also flinch away from it. This need can manifest in different small ways, but also in the form of small panic attacks.
- Overprotective of those she cares for, to the point where it can prove a detriment emotionally and physically. She can get emotionally overwrought for long periods if she fails to protect someone she has labeled in her heart as hers, and would seek their continued health even if it hurts her.
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The two siblings rarely interact, as Nico feels mostly ambivalent towards Ash. While Ash's feelings towards Nico are complex, her main goal has been to keep him alive so she can find a way to build a relationship with him.
Ashtiroth Emelia Isperium is the beguiling but world-weary sister to Nico and Cole Isperium. She has come to Gandora to be close to her brother, and hopefully keep him safe from his (usually self-inflicted) troubles.
- "I am not what happened to me. I am what I choose to be.." - Ashtiroth to Lord Sky of the Cobalt
- "The feelings that hurt the most, the emotions that sting the most, are those that are absurd. The longing for impossible things, precisely because they are impossible; nostalgia for what never was; the desire for what could have been; regret over not being someone else; dissatisfaction with the world's existence. All these half-tones of the soul's consciousness create in us a painful landscape, an eternal sunset of what we are..." - Ashtiroth to Cole Isperium
- "But love, honest love, requires empathy. It is a sharing - of joy, of pain, of laughter, and of tears. Honest love makes one's soul a reflection of the partner's moods. And as a room seems larger when it is lined with mirrors, so do the joys become amplified. And as the individual items within the mirrored room seem less acute, so does the pain diminish and fade, stretched thin by the sharing." - Ashtiroth to an anonymous client when asked her thoughts on love
- Common (English) - Fluent
- Ukatae - Fluent
- Elvish - Some
Battle Ready Ash
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