Tia's Future
Sunlight filters in past the curtains as a stray breeze cuts through the room. Allen grumbles, rolling over in the bed and reaching over to the other side with a tapping motion. His fingertips meet with the haunting vacancy beside him, a space more than a decade of habit has left him repeating. He lays there, breath frozen in his chest, and his hand fists over the empty sheets. The silence in the room permeates him and he feels tears break over his cheeks. Allen gasps, cupping both of his eyes and pressing his palms into his sockets as if to hold the tears inside but this does nothing to stall his emotions. He pops up abruptly, making his way to the window and running his hands through his hair as the wind brushes over his wetted face. There are no clouds today and he can see clear to the southern mountain range in the crisp spring air. He wonders if Mina was still somewhere within those forests or if she had travelled even further from him, from them.
Some time later, Allen trudges his way downstairs, unhappy to find his mother waiting for him. He grumbles a nearly inaudible greeting and sits in an armchair by the fireplace. At his gesture a staff scurries away to bring him breakfast. She waits, lips pursed, and lingers by the balcony doors. Allen waits until he has tea clasped in his hands to speak with her.
Evelyn scoffs at him before responding.
Allen places his cup down with a clatter, cracking off the handle. He clenches his jaw and sighs.
I don't expect you to be able to recognize parental protection. |
Everything I do is for my daughter! |
You've protected her from nothing! |
You're coddling has left her grossly unprepared! She can't fly, she doesn't understand magic, she can't wield a weapon and she is wholly unfamiliar with Accian society or tradition! |
How in Luxis' name do you expect her to survive service Allen?! |
What kind of parent- |
Who are you to criticize! |
How many of my siblings did you send off to die? Or do you even remember them? |
Evelyn's eyes seem to glow with a hidden fire, orange markings searing across her body as she seethes. She digs her nails into the upholstery of the seat across from Allen as tears begin to form in her eyes, little embers burning them away and lingering about her eyes as she bears her fangs. She gasps suddenly, a seemingly misplaced fear washing over her and she turns away, fighting to compose herself. Evelyn opens the balcony doors and lets the wind cool her face. She runs claws through her hair like a comb, a mannerism the two of them share, and breathes deeply. The orange fades from her skin before she turns back to him, equipped with a flat expression.
I could never forget a single one of my children. |
I did everything possible to prepare each and every one of them. |
Our world is cruel, Allen. No parent can protect their child forever! |
All we can do is prepare them for that cruelty, something you have utterly failed to do for Tia. That sweet girl is as innocent as a child! |
As far as I was concerned |
She was never going to face that same cruelty you cast us into! Nippon doesn't share the same barbaric customs. |
They were barbaric enough to send you scrambling home. |
There is no escaping enlistment! |
No matter where you stashed her she would always find her way home! |
If I had it my way, |
She would've never stepped foot in this place, let alone Accia at all! |
This isn't a family. |
You mill out children to be soldiers, handing them away to maintain your position! |
They glare at each other in silence until Evelyn breaks away, a discontented frown tightening her face.
You can criticize my choices, if that pleases you, but you wouldn't have survived without the training I was able to provide you! |
And none of our bickering is going to change Tia's future, Allen. Inevitably, she will be enlisted, she will train and she will go to war! |
Allen clicks his tongue and looks away
We use every resource we can muster, everything available to us, to catch her up. |
And we pray it's enough! |
I'll make the arrangements. How much time does she have? |
Ambrose refused my request. |
He granted us priority but no extension. |
Evelyn fumes silently, tightening her posture gradually.
There isn't time for your hesitation! |
You... haven't even told her, have you? |
Allen! |
You're "protection" hurts her more than anything else! |
Allen withers, his anger dropping away into sorrow
Tia won't even talk about what happened that night...! |
Mina... |
They were so close. |
Evelyn deflates too, taking a seat across from him and studying Allen.
Why are you so reluctant to tell her? |
You're hardly daft. |
I- |
Mina left us after I told her what to expect. About the war and Tia's impending enlistment. About the imprint placed on me. |
She was so scared |
I thought she was scared for Tia... and... maybe she was. I don't know, she wouldn't talk to me! And now she's gone. |
We don't even know if she's- |
I can't lose Tia too. |
I can't speak for your wife |
But in the little time I've spent with Tia, she has already shown resiliency and spirit. |
I know how she is |
I'm her father! She deserves some ounce of normalcy before everything changes again. |
Fine. |
At least... At least let me be the one to tell her. |
Fine. |
I'll arrange the tutors. Why don't you uh... |
Take her to a concert or a museum or something in the meantime. |
Allen watches her go before rising. As he makes his way out of the hall, a small black mouse fades into the shadows along the wall.
Tia's eyes shine as they exit the concert hall and Allen soaks up her laughter.
It was so beautiful! Fire and colors and water, bursting and dancing to match the music... |
I think the people back home would keel over if they saw something like that...! What? |
I don't know if I'll ever get used to your new look! |
Mother has you hooked already. |
I dunno. |
I like being able to walk around like this. Its exciting! Well... |
Except for that. |
Tia gasps, watching him shift. She had never once seen him transform fully. His wings are a steely slate, rather than brown, as are his ears and the furry sideburns which puff down his cheeks. Like Tia, streaks of yellow zig-zag across his body, most focused on his hands. He offers an arm to her with a wink and a charming grin, one wing extending in the opposite direction and his yellow-green eyes shining. Tia beams in response and hooks her arm into his.
They sit at a table on a patio adjacent to the restaurant and tuck away their wings. A few passerby still stare, mostly whispering her father's name as they go.
It was rough getting here |
And I don't really like all of these.... pretentious people. |
But it's not so bad here. I'm sorry I gave you such a hard time! |
What? |
It comes at a steep price. |
But I don't think a single force in this world could douse your spark! |
I meant to ask. |
Why wasn't um... baa-chan... Still getting used to that! |
She wasn't able to join us today? |
Why are you two so terrible to each other? |
We haven't had a good relationship since I was a boy. |
I've had many responsibilities throughout my life and she isn't satisfied with how I've addressed them—not after I retired from the military. |
But don't you worry about that, snowdrop! |
I don't know why |
But the meanest parents are always the sweetest grandparents! |
Anyway. |
She doesn't feel I prepared you for life here—and I'll give her that at least. She's hiring a few tutors to catch you up. |
I do feel a bit lost here... |
Sometimes a lot lost. What kind of tutors are they? |
She named a number of things she wanted you to learn. |
Politics, etiquette, history. |
But also flying, magic, swordplay, Aura use and other things like that! |
I get to learn how to fight and use magic?? |
It's going to be a bit exhausting but... |
After that bandit attack |
And a number of other dangers out there, you ought to learn how to defend yourself. |
Allen watches Tia practically bounce in place. Duff leers at him in the form of a snake from under her cloak, making Allen nearly jump out of his seat. Duff is attempting to give Allen a judgmental leer for his continued hesitation but this expression is impossible to convey in his serpentine form.
Tia gives Allen an apologetic, forced smile. Duff slides back into her clothing while holding Allen's gaze, further unsettling him. Tia looks around to make sure no one else has spotted him and Allen stares blankly where Duff had shown himself, palm over his pounding heart.
Is he...? |