Smoke

(a.k.a. Smoke)

Soupy Comments

smoke has some things to work through.. when she's in a good mood she's calm and enjoys empty feelings and lonely things
she is rarely in a good mood though, but shes been working on it.
when she's really triggered she suffers from parioned dilutions
she used to latch onto others upset feelings and amplifies them in an attempt to end things. she sometimes thinks the rest of the system is fake, though this may be too ease her guilt over picking at them. shes been doing it way less though

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cat videos are alright, just sayin

Mental characteristics

Personal history

Failures & Embarrassments

Even though you tell me you love me
I'm afraid that you just love my disguise

— Don't judge me by Janelle Monae

Mental Trauma

Sometimes I just want to die

Personality Characteristics

Motivation

I keep my focus on the simple things
Try to find some peace along the way
Wish I knew how long I'm supposed to wait
Holding on but just barely

— 555 by Jimmy Eat World

Social

Contacts & Relations

I gotta believe that you're there
When I sing, when I sing, when I sing
Cause if you're not real then I'm losing my head, in my head, in my head

— 555 by Jimmy Eat World

TL:DR

Pronouns

She/Her

Other Names

the girl (Resa), the mean one (Resa)

System Role

Truama holder, persecuter(she's working on trying not to be though)

Age

around 15-20ish?

Languages

English

Verbal Level

Bearly verbal, soft spoken

Favorate Color

Neon colors

Likes

writing, drawing, second hand smoke, alchahol, coffee, nighttimes on the beach or in the city, cold wind, the feeling you get after a day of swimming

Dislikes

Emotinal pressure/pain, feeling trapped

Food Likes

Rasberry diet coke, chocolate, donuts with frosting

Food Dislikes

Pizza(with a passion)

Often Co-con with

Paper, Jay, Lofi

Journal

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Smoke

Sat, May 13th 2023 11:54

Smoke's Journal