Take the offer? Or not take the offer?
On one hand I miss the feeling.
Warm, reassuring. A second heartbeat thrumming in my chest.
I miss it. I want it.
He’s willing. He smiled. Maybe he even likes it.
He likes me.
Why?
On the other?
I take too much.
I can’t stop. I’m not strong enough.
Or maybe too strong?
It would hurt him. I could kill him.
It’s too easy to imagine.
Already too many urges.
To bite. To claw.
He’s not your prey.
I won’t take it.
I won’t give you more power.
You can’t have what I love.