Nothing Before This, Doesn't Fucking Matter.
I was. right, I don't need or ever- want devine help from any. single body. But I would have what I do right now withn't it.
What hapened back at them old home was an akedent. I refuse going down without giving what I didn't have to them. And I'm not going bad to my old body.
Thing was supose be difrint. I'll be dmd if ab or mavindi ar ging to opposite to those. My kids.
I fucked up, didn't I?
But there safe, aren't they?
I fucked with fate with my own two godless hands! Hehe-HAA!
I threw up another meal. It's like going from zero to hundred in less then a minute is killing me. That or this needle. I'll clean it before giving it back to never.
I couldn't reach my back but it's like the fabric and the silk knew what I wanted. They sewed themselves in. I could hear what they were saying, why they were helping. I have to be going mad.
I'm done patching myself up. I hope Ark knew how to handle children. But they finally get to see what their mother looks like, after weeks of self repair.