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Congratulations, you're persistent, or you have nothing better to do. If you're reading this, you probobly did me in. Or by some miracle, you got this off my while I am still alive. Let me board you with some background about myself. When I was old enough...

Soon later, after a few long months without training my skills or speaking at all, I learned how to understand and "speak" in thieves cant. Not soon after did I find a pouch of gold, on the ground, with no one around. I took it, and heard rumor of a perso...

Once they figured out what it may have been and spending time traveling and gather information on the creature that did the murdering, we went off. We traveled a long time and I started getting back into weaving, I bought a bolt of blue cloth and managed ...

Well after our bugbear troubles, we went to Ark's supposed 'home.' I might be one for finding secrets and exposing peoples backgrounds, but I don't think I will. He did get me a permenent writting board, though I'm not really sure what the white stuff he ...

Today was fairly okay, up until I came across some sort of abomination. We finally got around to exploring the deserted mansion and frankly, it was spooky. There was some sort of yellow probobly poison that I poked with a six foot stick I found in the ove...

Outside the hags hut was the vile of blood we were looking for, and another piece of that horrid cloth. I won't let more of it get on me, it's a problem, I hate it, I hate whoever made it. We went back to the huge house and the dead lady yelled at us to b...

I don't know why I write these down, these are all going to be bad memories after I pass, but maybe some proof that I existed would be nice. Ark's supposed master is. . . Gone to say the least. We put in all that effort to save someone that ment someth...

Abby broke like a wagon. It was terrible to see and as much as his 'nobility' angers me in certain ways, and the fact I was part of the front of his outburst, making me dislike him in one more way, it also made me realize that he is also just another huma...

We, no, that's wrong, they, I was to scared of losing my mind to go through. They rose victorious, and managed to dig there way out. They have a new weapon of there own and we did manage to leave safe, the giant bugs went back to, I guess whatever is ther...

There isn't much to say. We're after an orc tribe that seems to be related to barg in some way. I'll be there for him but if the air gets too thick I might run. I'm not going to die. Though I still owe arc a huge dept, if he doesn't come with, I may stay....

We did it. We fought off and killed all the orcs. The end of the fight is fuzzy, the blood in my eyes makes it difficult to see and write, but we did it, that is for sure. There were pit traps, and I got ark out of one, I'd rather it be me that got stuck ...

Someone I don't think I want to trifle with is in Amborn. The Orcs were hired, and now there dead. I had a nightmare about my Scarf. Infinite darkness and the demoralizing screeches that came in closer, I screemed, and I was heard. A witch came to me but ...

I spent TEN HOURS WORKING ON ONE THING!!! My hands feel like I soaked them in freezing water, but there still warm. I didn't realize how bad it was till I stopped myself to eat, my mind is in a fuzz. I asked Abby for his opinion on how it turned out after...

There's too much to write at this moment, so i'll make it quick We kept on into our journey, we found the monks, or rather met them. They were warry of us but gave into giving over the information we needed. So far i had two dreams, on of the fate, ...

We left the deep, extremely underground ruins. Travels were. . . less than calm. Every settlement in this giant forest was destroyed somehow. Doesn't matter how, as far as im aware, it has something to do with Rankle. Not sure what he did, but he's gone n...

Well, it doesn't matter what rankle did now, or, it does but he's being punished for it, I think. That is, at least, what it felt like when some from the Fey bleed Wild or whatever this supposed mystical place is called. and as it turns out, it was not ...

I don't know what's going to happen. All i know is I couldn't help Ark. Now im burying myself in what I love and i just feel so tired. I feel like I did three years ago, cold, helpless, alone, tired and hungry. I don't know how i forgot to eat yesterday b...

FUCK NO, i've worked to hard to be called worthless! Im not caving into those feelings just because of a witch! All she has against me are a bunch of spells! And i'm not doing it alone, i got ARK-4AE-010-G1ST and Never Nestniter by my side to help me out,...

After my last note, i tango'ed with a lot of thieves. Never once threw a blade but very much shed some light on the situation. Hah, cant help but laugh, it feels like ill write down jokes like that a bit more. Ark made me a lantern a while ago, shows o...

It's been weeks since i did what i did back at the hut. I think it's been weeks anyway. i feel like a sickness hit me afterwords, but she deserved it. They all deserved what was coming to them, but that feeling. Abby had stared me down but had to leave be...

SHut up Ababy.___________________________ I know how to keep going, I know what I would like to do with my life. Do I see this venture through? Do I have to or can I just stop? I doubt I'd even be able to live the life I want without more practice. I W...