Why Am I Here?
Our party gave out parting remarks towards the town of Good Mead, as we set out towards Easthaven, in search of some mysteries to solve. One mystery i keep coming back to is, "Why am I here?" Why did I choose to come to the gods forsaken land? It can only be to better myself. I need to prove to myself that I am capable of taking over my father's business once he retires, but how can I be certain that is what I want to do? Losing Z has still set me adrift. The only thing keeping me here is complete their journey.
I finally met another person, outside our Order, that follows the Platinum Savior. All I know about here is that her name may be Gwen. I broke into her home during a mission, and briefly spoke to her. I hope to go back at a more opportune and benevolent moment, and learn more of our mutual Patron. Maybe she can guide me more towards Bahamut's ways, and thusly the way I am destined for.
I still do not know the answer, but I will not give up. If not for my sake, but for the sake of Z and his compatriots. Maybe this gemstone from Z will help in some way, too. Only the Platinum Lord can tell. At this point I must improve upon my scouting skills (whether through stealth or knowledge of the flora and fauna), in order to better protect my adventuring compatriots. Maybe there I will find my way.
I truly miss my family at this time. I need to be stronger and better before I return to them. I cannot let what happened to Opal happen to any of my other sisters. As the oldest I should be able to protect my family and I have failed. I even failed to keep from being captures and almost sacrificed, but all of this has lead me towards my current path. The path leading to our Platinum Savior, Bahamut. I must gather the courage to move forward and not look back as He lights my way.
Shadow of the Winds's Journal Ordered oldest to newest
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Lost & Found
03 Feb 2022 03:29:00
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The End & New Beginnings
03 Feb 2022 03:34:40
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Why Am I Here?
26 Feb 2022 10:47:20
03 Feb 2022 03:29:00
03 Feb 2022 03:34:40
26 Feb 2022 10:47:20
The major events and journals in Shadow of the Winds's history, from the beginning to today.
2023-04-03 - Sunblights
03:01 pm - 08.04.20232023-04-03 - Sunblights
03:01 pm - 08.04.20232023-03-15 - Id Ascendant
01:32 am - 23.03.20232023-03-15 - Id Ascendant
01:32 am - 23.03.20232023-03-01 - Vega Bonds
09:09 pm - 05.03.20232023-03-01 - Vega Bonds
09:09 pm - 05.03.20232023-02-15 - Gold Teeth
12:10 pm - 17.02.20232023-02-15 - Gold Teeth
12:10 pm - 17.02.20232022-12-21 - Old Friends and Snakes in the Grass
08:47 pm - 29.12.20222022-12-21 - Old Friends and Snakes in the Grass
08:47 pm - 29.12.20222022-12-08 - Protect the Children
01:08 pm - 17.12.20222022-12-08 - Protect the Children
01:08 pm - 17.12.20222022-12-07 - The Demon in the Details
01:26 pm - 09.12.20222022-12-07 - The Demon in the Details
01:26 pm - 09.12.20222022-11-16 - The Demon You Know
12:42 pm - 24.11.20222022-11-16 - The Demon You Know
12:42 pm - 24.11.20222022-11-09 - Goatball & Goliaths
12:17 pm - 13.11.20222022-11-09 - Goatball & Goliaths
12:16 pm - 13.11.20222022-11-02 - Home Sweet Skytower
01:57 pm - 03.11.20222022-11-02 - Home Sweet Skytower
01:57 pm - 03.11.20222022-10-19 - In the Wolves' Mouth
12:07 pm - 21.10.20222022-10-19 - In the Wolves' Mouth
12:07 pm - 21.10.20222022-10-12 - Carry on Wayward Son
02:15 pm - 15.10.20222022-10-12 - Carry on Wayward Son
02:15 pm - 15.10.20222022-10-05 - Sweet Child of Mine
03:48 pm - 07.10.20222022-10-05 - Sweet Child of Mine
03:47 pm - 07.10.20222022-09-21 - Mirror, Mirror (Session 25)
01:55 pm - 22.09.20222022-09-21 - Mirror, Mirror (Session 25)
01:55 pm - 22.09.20222022-09-07 - Druid, Where’s My Star?
03:32 pm - 09.09.20222022-09-07 - Druid, Where’s My Star?
03:32 pm - 09.09.20222022-08-17 - Don't Moose a Muscle
11:48 am - 19.08.20222022-08-17 - Don't Moose a Muscle
11:48 am - 19.08.20222022-08-10 - Are You Shitting Me?
12:39 pm - 11.08.20222022-08-10 - Are You Shitting Me?
12:39 pm - 11.08.20222022-08-03 - Fear and Loathing in Lonelywood
01:07 pm - 05.08.20222022-08-03 - Fear and Loathing in Lonelywood
01:07 pm - 05.08.20222022-07-20 - ROUS's and Rocks
12:24 pm - 21.07.20222022-07-20 - ROUS's and Rocks
12:24 pm - 21.07.20222022-07-13 - Mine, Mine, Mine
12:35 pm - 16.07.20222022-07-13 - Mine, Mine, Mine
12:35 pm - 16.07.2022Death Comes a Knocking
11:31 am - 11.07.2022Death Comes a Knocking
11:31 am - 11.07.20222022-06-15 - Tonight We Feast
12:54 pm - 20.06.20222022-06-15 - Tonight We Feast
12:18 am - 16.06.20222022-06-08 - The Pits of Hunger
01:07 pm - 09.06.20222022-06-08 - The Pits of Hunger
01:05 pm - 09.06.20222022-05-18 - Foaming Mugs
05:55 pm - 24.05.20222022-05-18 - Foaming Mugs
05:55 pm - 24.05.20222022-04-06 - Haven or Hell
12:22 pm - 14.05.20222022-04-06 - Haven or Hell
06:00 pm - 06.05.20222022-03-02 - Red Wizard and a Run-In
02:10 am - 02.04.20222022-03-02 - Red Wizard and a Run-In
02:10 am - 02.04.2022Why Am I Here?
Our party gave out parting remarks towards the town of Good Mead, as we set out towards Easthaven, in search of some mysteries to solve. One mystery i keep coming back to is, "Why am I here?" Why did I choose to come to the gods forsaken land? It can only...
10:47 pm - 26.02.20222022-02-16 - Talking to Ghosts
05:11 am - 17.02.20222022-02-16 - Talking to Ghosts
05:11 am - 17.02.20222022-02-08 - Easthaven Bound and Down
04:32 pm - 15.02.20222022-02-08 - Easthaven Bound and Down
04:32 pm - 15.02.20222022-02-02 - Down in Goodmead
11:56 pm - 08.02.20222022-02-02 - Down in Goodmead
11:56 pm - 08.02.2022Shadow in range.
02:10 pm - 04.02.2022The End and New Beginnings
As I made my way to Good Mead, I came upon a female dwarf appearing to be in trouble upon a frozen lake. There were three human looking beings that were shambling towards her. I was able to dispatch one of the creatures, while two other dwarves appeared o...
06:08 am - 03.02.2022Lost & Found
It was a day like any other day, cold and unwelcoming, when I would receive the news. Z had fallen in battle to a giantkin. In all of my adventures throughout Amerielle, I have never felt this lost. I have travelled through the thick forests near Moongart...
09:54 pm - 21.01.2022The list of amazing people following the adventures of Shadow of the Winds.
Social
Birthplace
Nantō-bu Isles
Current Residence
Good Mead/Wolf Tribe
Contacts & Relations
Ilidan of the Wolf Tribe - sensei
Z - deceased - brother in arms
Hlin Trollbane - quest giver
Vegathal - comrade
Adriel - comrade
Mishaan - comrade
Izaak - comrade
Jarkax - comrade
Honorary & Occupational Titles
Ranger of the Order of the Platinum Dragon
Wealth & Financial state
Shadow comes from a moderately wealthy family of merchants and scholars. Shadow left most of that behind for the wealth of adventure and lore.
Family Ties
Parents:
Sisters:
Extended Family:
Religious Views
Shadow always pays honor to ancestors every morning by bowing and drinking tea with a small statuette of a tabaxi.
He only recently became a follower of Bahamut through the order of rangers he has been inducted into. He is still learning the ins and outs being a follower of the Platinum Dragon.
Social Aptitude
Shadow is very sociable, but will sometimes pretend not to understand a language if he does not feel like socializing. He can get somewhat excitable when talking about subjects he is passionate about.
Hobbies & Pets
Nijiiro - drake companion
Speech
Shadow speaks Common, Draconic, Dwarvish, Elvish, Giant, Goblin, & Thieves’ Cant.
He also has several local phrases and words from his homeland that he will use.