{FV} 9.14a I'm so dead...

Okay where should I bloody start? I went to visit my cousin and met up with him in Sull for some shopping stuff and travelled to another part of DesCha While doing so my eyes go red and everything around me stopped for some reason (basically like time stop sort of thing) Then a strange man with Blond hair jumps off of one of the broads and jabbed me in the gut while leaving something inside me! Texting Megumi if she could help me out which was a awful bad because she got hurt Then her mother Rika-san Bounded me with some type of dragons while other people came in my house and doing some crazy shit Were thinking of killing me to get whatever it was out but thanks to Megumi who thought using seals were better And Finally left alone with two frozen parents who were sent straight to the hospital! God there still so many questions left unanswered and partly now I can’t trust Rika-san anymore because of what she did and how she reacted!! I bloody trusted her to train me yet she throws me out like a piece of road kill! Plus I’m more worried about my cousin Hiroki because of them saying they were eyeing on him. I mean WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?! What do these people want from him or me?! Whatever they’re planning we didn’t ask to be in it! I wish I could tell someone, anyone about all this… but how can I when can’t sleep, eat nor think normally anymore and that I know I’m………………. I really wish cousin Fang was here now… because I really need a softly fluffy hugs from her… Please Fang… Help me…