Entry 178
Miscellaneous
93
12/11
12/11
November 12th, Y93
Saturday
I cannot begin to explain the incredible surprise that had been prepared for me. I took the stage to present what I thought was the award for 'Visible Flair." What it turned out to be was myself being awarded for outstanding public support of marginalized groups. I cannot believe I was given such and honor. I wish so badly that I could have accepted the award as my authentic self.
A small part of me fantasized about giving the Firm the finger and coming out on that stage. I wonder how badly they'd react. They'd probably try to remove me from succession. As if that would be a punishment.
