Entry 386
Cultural event
21/8
So, I don't know if I'm scared or in some kind of after glow. Start with the good. I asked Rory to join me in the shower. We've showered before, which is a first in and of itself, I've never let anyone shower with me. It's a sanctuary. Rory is my sanctuary too. So we made love in the shower. It was, I think, the only thing I can call it, was exquisite. Well sex with Rory always is.
Now the other part. Papa had the Palace "invite" Anne, Rory, and me to a special lunch tomorrow. By invite, I mean our diaries were cleared and the lunch invitation was a demand. It feels like it's all coming to a head. I fell like the dam has to burst soon. I have a suspicion and I can't and won't put it in writing, or in words. Not yet.
