Entry 371
Cultural event
99
17/6
17/6
17th June, Y99
Friday
Why didn't they just let me die after my accident in the pool?
Because I'm a masochist I read back every diary entry that I've mentioned him in. And then because I still hated myself, I put stickie flags and tabs at all the best ones.
He's literally perfect for me and I can't do anything. I'm too much a coward to do it myself.
GOD WHY? Just do it already. I can't.
FUCK
I HATE MYSELF
