Entry 140
Cultural event
91
18/10
18/10
October 18th, Y91
Saturday
I have spent the last day in hospital. The motor bike ride was probably ill conceived. I received several bags of intravenous fluids. I still have a pounding headache, which probably means I'm still dehydrated.
I think what's bothering me most through this isn't that I wasn't successful, I have no poblem failing at something, it's how important this speech felt to me. I'd probably be less pissed off about it if I'd have been able to do at least the Johannesburg speech, but to stop that one for no good reason and then have my body stop me from the second. It just... It fucking sucks.
