Entry 87
Cultural event
22/10
Alexander spent the night in my room last night. We thought that since neither of us had done this before and that we both wanted to try both roles and configurations, that we ought not limit our time to lock out times. No use in him getting in trouble crossing the school just so we could lose our virginities.
Sex was almost like a fairy tale. Neither of us knew much about what we were doing outside of what we'd seen in restricted blue films. We took our time and explored each other.
In terms of what we did, we both took both roles. Alex decidedly liked both equally. I found being the active partner - the top - simply adequate. Being passive however - bottoming - was unlike anything my imagination could have conjured. Euphoria and ecstasy. After we both reached completion in both roles, we tucked into bed. We were forced to cuddle due to the small nature of my bed but I found I didn't mind. I quite liked being held by Alexander.
In the morning I envisioned a life like that, maybe not with Alex but with a man that loved and cherished me. I wouldn't mind it being Alexander, but we both know anything like that is simply a fantasy.
Next weekend, Milton is coming up for a weekend visit. I'm hoping the three of us might sneak away to the West End.
