Entry 368
Cultural event
99
12/6
12/6
12th June, Y99
Sunday, I guess
Rory has sent me half a dozen messages and an email.
I have to have a clean break. I love him so much. How did I let this... No, I know how. It's his eyes. And his compassion. And his sense of humor. And how he treats me like I'm worth more than my titles and inheritance.
He's so good. How couldn't I fall in love with Rory Lewis Cameron?
The question is how do I go on without him? Can I?
If God is real, I pray he'll take me. In my sleep or any other way. Please let me go!
