Jora's Letter to Missa

To my Dearest Missa,
Please know that this letter pains me deeply after many years of happy marriage. From the moment I heard your voice I knew that you were a special person. We talked for hours and shared our most intimate secrets. We laughed, played and laughed some more. I remember our first kiss and the tingles that went through my lips, to the top of my head, to the tips of my toes and straight to my heart. It was kismet.
The time we spent together was beautiful and fulfilling for me. I longed to have a family of my own but I know now that is just a dream. Looking back, I can clearly see the amazing power of love. It kept us together when nothing else could. We shared the most incredible life together. We had an almost unbreakable friendship and a love that was deeper and unlike any other I've ever known.
As time passed the feelings I had slowly changed. It became resentment, boredom, hurt and regret. I have given more grief than I understood. I withstood more hurt than I could fathom yet I always believed that the love we had could and would conquer all. Unfortunately, I didn't understand that in order for that to be possible I had to give more than take and sometimes take when I didn't feel deserving. Now the tides have changed. The love that I thought would hold us together has passed. I have spoken with the Garrus who has agreed to our separation.
Please don't hate yourself for this it is not your fault but I have always wanted to be honest with you and I cannot lie any longer. By the time you read this letter I will have left along with Niara and will be long gone. I wish you the best of luck but I know you don't need it, you are the strongest woman I have ever met and truly I wish things had been different.
Your ever loving husband

Jora.