Misdefantis, being alone in a crowd

In Levis there exists a word for a universal truth - that sometimes surrounded by the most amount of people you can feel the loneliest. Whether that be a party you were invited to that you know noone from, or if your seasonal depression hits midway through a birthday party, misdefantis is a common emotion.

Usually starting as a dropping of your stomach, the dragging feeling moves to your shoulders, begging you to sit - or more precisely crumple into a ball where you stand. The sheer mass of people do not help, demanding a pretense of propriety and social performance when the energy inside you is practically gone.

Solutions to this condition usually always involve leaving, though one should make sure if invited they take the person they came with less they spread the condition into others.