Naivara Astamastazii Teaser II

I know IT but it doesn't ring a bell...

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IT makes me do things, like a child I follow IT'S orders. IT polluts my senses, plays with me like a toy, makes me see the world through IT'S lense and IT'S will flows through my blood. When IT holds me in IT's hand I don't fear anything, go on a mindless rampage, no matter who is arround me. IT makes me invurnable and donates the wonders that awake my hunger for loss of control.IT pulls my strings, IT'S drum dictates the rythm of my life, I pull my arms up because the drum cracks just too much. I can't miss anything, have to stay awake, punch me, give me liquor.IT is the captain on deck and makes me say sentences nobody understands. I'm in IT'S grasp, IT leads the way, IT makes me IT'S puppet.

The VOICE in my head acts up, IT makes me look like a fool while IT devilishly snickers behind my back, yet I am confinced that IT is my best friend.

I don't fear anything when IT has me in IT'S choke hold. Though from afar silent voices shout that IT is not real. I ignore them, not a problem with IT by my side. IT silences any doubts, here in my bubble there are only answers and no question. I care for any danger because IT protects me from everything. IT is my Weapon, my holy grail.

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Comment

This is a very confusing read and this is completely intentional. The text is written as the broken thoughts of Naivara Astamastazii durring a psycotic episode that is the result of her slowly succumbing to the influence of Jubix's true corruption, the Shadow Blood. On it's own this prose of course tells little about the character, though it will help to understand the minute details of her and her actions.