Ielenia Astamastazii Teaser

Part I - Not my day

"Always laughing, always humours, always fun... they paint thier future in the most vivid of colours, why is mine pitch black? I watch on as all these people master thier lifes but this 'shadow' remains my companion. I don't feel like i am present in this world anymore. My body remains entirely numb, yet the burden of a castle tower rests on my chest, yet the stress of thousands of needles pierces my skin. Every last cell of body wants to scream... but there is silence." While i lay in my bed, I stare aimlessly at the celling.

"Today is not my day again" rushes through my head "I only seem enjoy to sleep, as my thoughs are like boulders that drag me down while I am awake." While i pitty myself, i have somehow managed to find the strength to sit up. A ray of sun has managed to sneak through the curtaints and the sun laughes at me, I can hear it clearly.

Every mirror is fliped because i can't stand my own sight any longer.