No. 19 Is there a way?

General Summary

”Everyone deserves a second change.” Do they? That´s what she told me but I´m not ready for that. There is no forgiveness in me. At least for now. I look at that person who once was my friend but now I have no idea who that is. He lied to me. No, worst. He has deceived me. Even Nuudeli doesn´t want to be around him anymore. Too much have happened and at this point I´m no use to anyone. Thia was so nice to me. So so nice. I haven´t heard ravens sing for so long time. I close my eyes and hope everything will go away, we are back at Cleamond and everything is ok. But when I open my eyes, I´m still here. I´m supposed to usher but how can I do that when there is no hope in sight?

It´s ok Nuudeli, it´s ok. Everything will go back to normal. We will find a way. We must. Even if it was hopeless, we will find a way.

Report Date

31 May 2025